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restless. i hate this feeling. all the build up of moving around, all the crying and yelling and anger and hopes being built up.. for nothing. Worse than nothing.. to end up back exactly where i started. ugh. i need something. maybe i should take up a hobby. :) an exciting hobby.. like rock climbing or sky diving or something. i dont know that sky diving is an actual hobby, but im sure it could be. :) oh well..