Jul 11, 2006 21:46
i wish you could see how everything is falling apart. i need someone to love me.. and someone to hold me.. not admire me from afar. i wish you could see. i wish i wasnt just some object in their eyes.. ive always been the girl they just wanted to fuck. wanting to fuck me.. before we've ever dated.. is a sure way to tell that i already dislike you. i wish that things were different. i wish that i was happy. i wish life was going somewhere. i wish you thought i was beautiful. i like being cute and i like being sexy.. but i want to be beautiful. i wish sleep came more easily. i wish i didnt take my dreams so seriously. i wish you had time to try. i wish we were still friends, god only knows how much i miss you. i wish i thought i deserved better