I'm about to do all the things I dreamed of.. and I don't even miss you at all
so today was "that" doctors appt.. the only one i dread all year long.. there's something wildly uncomfortable about wearing only paper clothes and waiting on a table covered in.. paper. Makes me feel somewhat like an old newspaper. But the good news is.. I have 365-ish days to dread it now. Oh well.
In other news.. people can pretty much.. die. Someone broke into my car last week and stole my wallet, my ipod, some cds, and my cigarettes.. And now, I can't access my money in my checking account, because I have no check card, I can't use checks because I have no drivers liscense.. My social security card was in my wallet because they had to make a copy at work, so now I'm taking all the precautions against identity theft. AND I cant buy more cigarettes because I have no money and no ID.. fabulous. (for those of you who dont know.. I started smoking pretty regularly again.. so I'm dying).
Trasen found some other girl he's fucking.. so I get to hear about her on a regular basis.. Evan and I had our first real fight last night.. he gave me the 'i dont wanna talk about this anymore' and got really quiet for the rest of the phone call. So, I talked for like 10 more minutes about nothing and made up some lame excuse to get off the phone. I dont like fighting with him..
In other news.. people can pretty much.. die. Someone broke into my car last week and stole my wallet, my ipod, some cds, and my cigarettes.. And now, I can't access my money in my checking account, because I have no check card, I can't use checks because I have no drivers liscense.. My social security card was in my wallet because they had to make a copy at work, so now I'm taking all the precautions against identity theft. AND I cant buy more cigarettes because I have no money and no ID.. fabulous. (for those of you who dont know.. I started smoking pretty regularly again.. so I'm dying).
Trasen found some other girl he's fucking.. so I get to hear about her on a regular basis.. Evan and I had our first real fight last night.. he gave me the 'i dont wanna talk about this anymore' and got really quiet for the rest of the phone call. So, I talked for like 10 more minutes about nothing and made up some lame excuse to get off the phone. I dont like fighting with him..