A little deep and a little shallow
Here are some things I was just writing today. I tried doing rich text but it won't work, so sorry this is so long.
This one is called, Heiness Angel. It's sad, but I don't know, the words flew out of me, and I just kept writing. Doesn't mean anything specific to me, maybe it will to you.
Can’t you see that she’s dying?
All from you selfish life you lead.
Can’t you see she’s crying?
The tears cover up her heart that bleeds
But you don’t care for what you do
Cause she’s always been there for you
You hide her away so you can have your fun
But what the hell has she ever done?
She loved and cared, and did everything
All for you
Why couldn’t you let her go from this something
A Hell you subjected her to.
Now she’s too afraid to call her home
And leave what it was you gave
Cause she just know’s it’s alright
That soon you’ll change your ways
A little girl will cry herself to sleep tonight
For her mommy’s lost fight.
She died when the girl was just 1
Old enough to see the gun
He had enough of the crying
Someone told him she was dying
So he did what he thought was best
But a bullet in her chest
And all that little girl can do
Is stare out that window,
Wishing an angel would rescue her too.
Random girlness. . . . it's the best way to figure out what is going on in my head. BUt I really don't honestly exactly feel this way *some things just rhymed better* though it fits a large truth. No worries though, I'm not stressing.
How can it be that I’m falling for you?
It just feels too good to be true.
I am scared of doing this again
Pretending to care is a great plan
But what do I do now that I failed?
My feelings have now soared and sailed
So many obstacles I see just there
My tears are my silent prayer.
Let him be real.
Let it be ok to feel.
What if you don’t feel like I do?
What if I abandon what I am to you?
What if this is just too perfect for me?
What if I’m not ready to see?
We are both objects to be desired
I’m scared you’ll turn into a liar.
She does love you, which is ok
Though I don’t love you, not yet anyway.
I hope that’s ok
What if I fall again for that boy
The one that made my heart his toy?
Would you do that to me?
Tear me up, and let me be?
If things don’t work out, could you be there?
That is half of why I’m so scared.
I like being close to those I’ve been close with
And the one boy I loved, didn’t get the message.
I know how I feel, and I’m not scared.
I know that you will always be there
I don’t pray for tomorrow, cause I have today
Even if I don’t always get my way.
Me and you, we have something good
Nothing that should be left too soon
But if it happens, I’ll be alright
I’m a trooper, my heart can fight.
It has won battles, and many wars
Been dealt blows and many sores.
But it survived, just like I have
In this thing called life, it’s not so bad.
I’m lucky to complain as much as I do.
Nothing’s so bad that can’t start anew.
This one is called, Heiness Angel. It's sad, but I don't know, the words flew out of me, and I just kept writing. Doesn't mean anything specific to me, maybe it will to you.
Can’t you see that she’s dying?
All from you selfish life you lead.
Can’t you see she’s crying?
The tears cover up her heart that bleeds
But you don’t care for what you do
Cause she’s always been there for you
You hide her away so you can have your fun
But what the hell has she ever done?
She loved and cared, and did everything
All for you
Why couldn’t you let her go from this something
A Hell you subjected her to.
Now she’s too afraid to call her home
And leave what it was you gave
Cause she just know’s it’s alright
That soon you’ll change your ways
A little girl will cry herself to sleep tonight
For her mommy’s lost fight.
She died when the girl was just 1
Old enough to see the gun
He had enough of the crying
Someone told him she was dying
So he did what he thought was best
But a bullet in her chest
And all that little girl can do
Is stare out that window,
Wishing an angel would rescue her too.
Random girlness. . . . it's the best way to figure out what is going on in my head. BUt I really don't honestly exactly feel this way *some things just rhymed better* though it fits a large truth. No worries though, I'm not stressing.
How can it be that I’m falling for you?
It just feels too good to be true.
I am scared of doing this again
Pretending to care is a great plan
But what do I do now that I failed?
My feelings have now soared and sailed
So many obstacles I see just there
My tears are my silent prayer.
Let him be real.
Let it be ok to feel.
What if you don’t feel like I do?
What if I abandon what I am to you?
What if this is just too perfect for me?
What if I’m not ready to see?
We are both objects to be desired
I’m scared you’ll turn into a liar.
She does love you, which is ok
Though I don’t love you, not yet anyway.
I hope that’s ok
What if I fall again for that boy
The one that made my heart his toy?
Would you do that to me?
Tear me up, and let me be?
If things don’t work out, could you be there?
That is half of why I’m so scared.
I like being close to those I’ve been close with
And the one boy I loved, didn’t get the message.
I know how I feel, and I’m not scared.
I know that you will always be there
I don’t pray for tomorrow, cause I have today
Even if I don’t always get my way.
Me and you, we have something good
Nothing that should be left too soon
But if it happens, I’ll be alright
I’m a trooper, my heart can fight.
It has won battles, and many wars
Been dealt blows and many sores.
But it survived, just like I have
In this thing called life, it’s not so bad.
I’m lucky to complain as much as I do.
Nothing’s so bad that can’t start anew.