The past day or so, I have just felt weird. Kinda alone ish. I know I'm not, like I really know I'm not. But I wanna cry. Like I just feel like I'd feel better. And yet, the tears just aren't coming
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haha, you are supposed to come visit me for that! I would 1. never do that on my own cause I don't know the right ways to do any of that stuff, 2. never do it with the people here because though I know them, I don't know if I trust them enough to do it with them if that makes sense. I don't mind doing it every now and then, just got to be smart about it, especially since I have a record here at this school. So maybe when I come home next? we'll release together.
I do need a release, don't know what kind. I have drank 3 times since I have been here, and that hasn't helped at all, like I think it almost makes me feel worse, so I won't be drinking at all the next week or two. I have actually gotten into drawing a lot more lately, but I can't bring myself to finish anything, cause if I ever come back to it, it's just not the way I feel it any more? if that makes sense.
I have been singing a lot more lately too. But I find myself lost in another voice, just cause I sing so much theater and classical stuff here. BUt tomorrow is karoke night, and I'm missing chorus for that, so I should feel better tomorrow. :)
HAHA...HAHA...yeah...we must release together...and sing...for real! I miss singin with yah!:) and yah know...we should drink together too...cause yah know...it's probably just the company:)
I do need a release, don't know what kind. I have drank 3 times since I have been here, and that hasn't helped at all, like I think it almost makes me feel worse, so I won't be drinking at all the next week or two. I have actually gotten into drawing a lot more lately, but I can't bring myself to finish anything, cause if I ever come back to it, it's just not the way I feel it any more? if that makes sense.
I have been singing a lot more lately too. But I find myself lost in another voice, just cause I sing so much theater and classical stuff here. BUt tomorrow is karoke night, and I'm missing chorus for that, so I should feel better tomorrow. :)
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