What a gay week they invented for girls :-/
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That's how I feel, not really excited, just irritated. Irritated about everything, its all getting on my nerves. Don't want to be around people, don't want to be around my boyfriend, cause I just feel bothered and angry with everything and everyone. . . I hate being a girl. I just feel like I have a lot of bitching, and I feel like I do let people walk all over me, and I get frustrated when people snap at me for very gay things, or when I get a really gay parking ticket, or the fact that I need money, but no, school and dance team consume so much of my life I won't be able to work like the next two weeks. I want to come home. I miss everyone. I want to see everyone. I miss my family. I haven't been able to hang with my friends down here at all this week cause I've been so busy, and I'm bored with it. I don't know why I have so many bad dreams, but I have one every night, and it sucks, so I don't sleep, which makes me grumpy. I'm hard core stressed, and it is taking every ounce of control to not blow up at all. I need a big release. Humungous. I feel lonely :-/ But it's only cause I dont' have time to see anyone, and I don't have time to see my bf, and I'm frustrated.
That's how I feel, not really excited, just irritated. Irritated about everything, its all getting on my nerves. Don't want to be around people, don't want to be around my boyfriend, cause I just feel bothered and angry with everything and everyone. . . I hate being a girl. I just feel like I have a lot of bitching, and I feel like I do let people walk all over me, and I get frustrated when people snap at me for very gay things, or when I get a really gay parking ticket, or the fact that I need money, but no, school and dance team consume so much of my life I won't be able to work like the next two weeks. I want to come home. I miss everyone. I want to see everyone. I miss my family. I haven't been able to hang with my friends down here at all this week cause I've been so busy, and I'm bored with it. I don't know why I have so many bad dreams, but I have one every night, and it sucks, so I don't sleep, which makes me grumpy. I'm hard core stressed, and it is taking every ounce of control to not blow up at all. I need a big release. Humungous. I feel lonely :-/ But it's only cause I dont' have time to see anyone, and I don't have time to see my bf, and I'm frustrated.