woah... what a day...
oki... so i started out at work right... then went to an interview... stupid people... ugg whatever... we aren't going to go there. then, i went to CiCi's Pizza for lunch, and I ended up having lunch with 3 really old guys, two of them reminded me of "grumpy old men" the movie... it was like wikid crazy man... i'm telling you... then the other one was korean and barely spoke english... let me tell you, i have never laughed so hard in my life than i did at lunch today. thanks to Bong, George, and Herman. Anyways... then, Stephanie calls me and tells me she is here in lakeland (she is staying at my house tonight) which is cool, so i go and meet her, then we come back to my house, then we met up with Barbara (first we went to like 500 stores in the POURING RAIN looking for a cd so that we could give that song to barbara... that we never found the stupid cd... ugh!) anyways.. then we went to barbara's house and hung out with her for a little while which was really sad. we were looking at pictures of mom and stuff, trying to help her put a collage together for tomorrow morning, depressing but fun to remember the memories. then we went on our little journey... then we came home, and steph went to sleep, and here i am. its just been so crazy... i've done so much, yet so little. oh well.
i don't know. i was thinking about a lot of stuff today like just being with barbara i guess made me think a lot. so since none of us are ever guaranteed tomorrow, here is my i love you to all of you, and you all know how special you are to me. and remember what i always say. "if i wake up and see the sun rise i'm doing great, and if i am on the other side of the grass, i'm doing even better!" i know that is really depressing to write this, but it totally makes you think a lot. i don't know. going to funerals and knowing people who are now with the Lord, always makes me think of someone I know that has died as well and it is really hard to deal with it. its like i know that mom is "dancing with the angels" but whatever... i don't know.
Lord~ I ask that you take MOMMA G with you Lord, and wrap her in your arms and hold her. Let her know that we will be okay here, as long as we know she is watching over us. I ask Lord that you let Momma be Barbara's guardian angel, to keep her baby protected forever. Daddy, surround Mom's family with love and comfort and peace. wrap us in your love and comfort please. I ask that MOMMA G rests in peace.
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU MOMMA G - REST IN PEACE
"WE KNOW YOU ARE DANCING WITH THE ANGELS"
i don't know. i was thinking about a lot of stuff today like just being with barbara i guess made me think a lot. so since none of us are ever guaranteed tomorrow, here is my i love you to all of you, and you all know how special you are to me. and remember what i always say. "if i wake up and see the sun rise i'm doing great, and if i am on the other side of the grass, i'm doing even better!" i know that is really depressing to write this, but it totally makes you think a lot. i don't know. going to funerals and knowing people who are now with the Lord, always makes me think of someone I know that has died as well and it is really hard to deal with it. its like i know that mom is "dancing with the angels" but whatever... i don't know.
Lord~ I ask that you take MOMMA G with you Lord, and wrap her in your arms and hold her. Let her know that we will be okay here, as long as we know she is watching over us. I ask Lord that you let Momma be Barbara's guardian angel, to keep her baby protected forever. Daddy, surround Mom's family with love and comfort and peace. wrap us in your love and comfort please. I ask that MOMMA G rests in peace.
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU MOMMA G - REST IN PEACE
"WE KNOW YOU ARE DANCING WITH THE ANGELS"