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alright so I thought I was in for a happy post today but then things went sour. Right now I just feel like I have no one to talk to about my problems. I start to get excited when I think about college and how it will be a new beginning. No one will know me and I can start over and maybe be happier. I see some of my friends and/or old friends are the same way. Right now I just think that I'm over the whole high school period, which is good because I'm done. Its just really hard to be around people who talk about boyfriends and make-up and bash other people. I think I'm just very drained from it and my self confidence is in the crapper. I wake up and get ready and don't feel pretty. I mean sure I can put on make-up but I don't want too. I don't really feel like it does anything...
I just hope I can pull it together
Rachel
I just hope I can pull it together
Rachel