I recovered this from my old blurty journal
Saturday, May 15th, 20047:00 am
My Life
Today I went to a VBS clinic with some ladies from my church. It was pretty cool, the theme is Asia and I see a lot of different ways we could play it out. It was cool because I got to see Breanne's parents, I haven't seen them in a while. I didn't get home until around one, so when I did I just chatted and relaxed the rest of the day. Didn't feel like writing my essay, even though I should've. Oh well. Yesterday I went to Amanda's aunts house, that was fun. It was good to spend time with my friend like I used to. We went swimming and stuff (her aunt has a diving board and water slide!) Then I came home, talked to Tommy for a little bit and then crashed. I miss Rebecca. She's my best friend but I haven't talked to her in ages. She's been really wrapped up in her CYT I guess...still, she didn't even call me on my birthday. I refuse to believe that we're growing apart though. In English we've been writing "reflective essays." Brittney and Ivana are both writing about sad things. I think that they'll get good grades. Mine is really lame though, it has no feeling or anything. I didn't think that I could handle writing about my sad thing. I never even talk about it, I don't even think that some of my best friends know about Brian. I almost told them, in fact I did, only they didn't hear me. It's probably for the best though. I've been feeling a bit depressed the last week or so, and then guilty about being depressed. I mean, I have such a good life why should I be depressed. I don't know, but I'm lucky to have Jesus on my side. I don't know how other people survive. Freefall is coming next weekend! I am so excited for it! I'll get to see Breanne and Ivana is going too. Best of all though is that I can forget about everything, and just focus on God. Rebecca isn't going though, so I don't know who I'll hang out with. Everyone in the youth group is already partners with another person. Rebecca didn't realize that she was going to be mine I guess. I can talk to Ivana and Breanne I suppose, but I don't know if they'll want to hang around with me. I mean, an hour of English everyday is one thing, but I wouldn't blame them for not wanting to spend actual time with me. Oh great, anyone who reads this is going to think that I'm trying to get people to feel sorry for me. Hehe, nobody will read it though so I guess that solves that problem. I am so glad that I have Jesus in my life. He's awesome! Oh yeah, I memorized a new verse this week! Psalms 107:28-"Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and he brought them out of their distress." I like that one, it's comforting. Well, I better go for now, but I'll be back. Auf Wiedersehen!
My Life
Today I went to a VBS clinic with some ladies from my church. It was pretty cool, the theme is Asia and I see a lot of different ways we could play it out. It was cool because I got to see Breanne's parents, I haven't seen them in a while. I didn't get home until around one, so when I did I just chatted and relaxed the rest of the day. Didn't feel like writing my essay, even though I should've. Oh well. Yesterday I went to Amanda's aunts house, that was fun. It was good to spend time with my friend like I used to. We went swimming and stuff (her aunt has a diving board and water slide!) Then I came home, talked to Tommy for a little bit and then crashed. I miss Rebecca. She's my best friend but I haven't talked to her in ages. She's been really wrapped up in her CYT I guess...still, she didn't even call me on my birthday. I refuse to believe that we're growing apart though. In English we've been writing "reflective essays." Brittney and Ivana are both writing about sad things. I think that they'll get good grades. Mine is really lame though, it has no feeling or anything. I didn't think that I could handle writing about my sad thing. I never even talk about it, I don't even think that some of my best friends know about Brian. I almost told them, in fact I did, only they didn't hear me. It's probably for the best though. I've been feeling a bit depressed the last week or so, and then guilty about being depressed. I mean, I have such a good life why should I be depressed. I don't know, but I'm lucky to have Jesus on my side. I don't know how other people survive. Freefall is coming next weekend! I am so excited for it! I'll get to see Breanne and Ivana is going too. Best of all though is that I can forget about everything, and just focus on God. Rebecca isn't going though, so I don't know who I'll hang out with. Everyone in the youth group is already partners with another person. Rebecca didn't realize that she was going to be mine I guess. I can talk to Ivana and Breanne I suppose, but I don't know if they'll want to hang around with me. I mean, an hour of English everyday is one thing, but I wouldn't blame them for not wanting to spend actual time with me. Oh great, anyone who reads this is going to think that I'm trying to get people to feel sorry for me. Hehe, nobody will read it though so I guess that solves that problem. I am so glad that I have Jesus in my life. He's awesome! Oh yeah, I memorized a new verse this week! Psalms 107:28-"Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and he brought them out of their distress." I like that one, it's comforting. Well, I better go for now, but I'll be back. Auf Wiedersehen!