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"I wake up, in tear drops that fall down like rain. I put on that old song we danced to and then, I head off to my job guess not much has changed, ... go to bed, dream of you, that's what I'm doing these days "
That excerpt from the Rascal Flatts song, makes me think of Becca in a way. Last night was so bad. All I did was cry. I think I cried myself asleep. I cant help it. I knew I was gonna be sad if something like this had happened, but I didnt know it was gonna take over my life.
I went to school today for a whole period and a quarter. I gave Kara her Tinkerbelle stuff haha she was all excited. I still feel bad for the reason I picked Tinkerbelle for her. But she liked it haha, I'm not done yet tho. Tasha gave me a little giraffe mirror thing for Christams, I was so excited. THANK YOU TASHA! I remember when I asked her to draw me a giraffe last year, she drew a little stuffed animal one. It kicked ass. I still have it too.
My truck is fucked up AGAIN man that pisses me off so fucking bad. Now Dad is gonna have to take me EVERYWHERE. I'm so tired of every little thing going wrong right now. I cant handle this BULLSHIT ne more.
ok i'm done now I think.
I wasn't ready for this.