Celebrate good times come on!
So my weekend. Haha it wasnt that great at all. First I was gonna hang out with Gina this friday, but I didnt get to. I picked up Nick in Gorham, then went to go get compadre. I dropped Nick off, we were fighting about something, I'm not exactly sure what. But I went home and I was gonna go get ready to go get Gina, but as I was walking through the door Dad was bitching and said he was going to get Nick cuz he was having problems with his Aunt. So I was royally pissed off cuz we were already fighting then he was gonna come and spend the night. UGH! So it was ok after a while.
Then on Saturday, it was so busy at work. I'm so tired of everyone at work being stupid and saying shit about me. Man and I found out Nick did something really stupid, and I hit the roof. I was so mad. I ended up cooling down by the end of the day tho. So I was just gonna go to the mall with Manda but Nick ended up coming too. I saw Heather at Hot Topic and said Happy Early Birthday. I dunno me n Nick fought alot that day too. But he bought me a stuffed animal haha so it was ok. Went to McDonald's saw Boudreau.
Sunday SUCKED ASS! The closers did nothing and left everything for us to do man o man was I pissed. A bunch of kids showed up shitfaced that was cool. NOT. Michael n Tom came down and distracted everyone.... BIG suprise. I bought Nicole flowers for her birthday, sort of to try and "bury the hatchet" I know she didnt really appreciate them, but u know it was the thought that counts. Everything was fine cept me n Nick did argue once again. I hate arguing with him. I love him so much, but I dunno I push him away.
Ever since Becca died I have given up on almost everything, inclusing school. I dont care if ne thing bad happens or not. I dont care about ne thing. I hate the person I am, I hate the person I've become. And I dont know how to go back to the old me. I wish I knew how but I dont. I feel like I'm gonna be miserable the rest of my life, and I wont get better.
K so I'm done being "drama queen" talk to u all later.
Then on Saturday, it was so busy at work. I'm so tired of everyone at work being stupid and saying shit about me. Man and I found out Nick did something really stupid, and I hit the roof. I was so mad. I ended up cooling down by the end of the day tho. So I was just gonna go to the mall with Manda but Nick ended up coming too. I saw Heather at Hot Topic and said Happy Early Birthday. I dunno me n Nick fought alot that day too. But he bought me a stuffed animal haha so it was ok. Went to McDonald's saw Boudreau.
Sunday SUCKED ASS! The closers did nothing and left everything for us to do man o man was I pissed. A bunch of kids showed up shitfaced that was cool. NOT. Michael n Tom came down and distracted everyone.... BIG suprise. I bought Nicole flowers for her birthday, sort of to try and "bury the hatchet" I know she didnt really appreciate them, but u know it was the thought that counts. Everything was fine cept me n Nick did argue once again. I hate arguing with him. I love him so much, but I dunno I push him away.
Ever since Becca died I have given up on almost everything, inclusing school. I dont care if ne thing bad happens or not. I dont care about ne thing. I hate the person I am, I hate the person I've become. And I dont know how to go back to the old me. I wish I knew how but I dont. I feel like I'm gonna be miserable the rest of my life, and I wont get better.
K so I'm done being "drama queen" talk to u all later.