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so kash was here this entire week. i feel bad that he had to spend his spring break in marlborough, ma, with me at work during the week. but for me, it was worth it. i had fun.... it's great living with him. we seem to pull it off pretty well. shivi came here for the weekend, and we did a little shopping, a lot of eating and some movie watching and wine drinking. it was good times. friday night i got into a car accident in a mall parking lot. the passenger door is dented in and my baby isnt pretty anymore. shivi was in the car with me. a man driving an Acura MDX reversed into my car as i was passing by behind him. i was shaking all over. i had never gotten into an accident (with me as the driver) before, and its really scary. so hopefully i will go home next weekend to get my car fixed.
but anyways, they both just left today. and again i'm by myself.... coming home every night to this empty apartment with the tv and stuffed animals for company. i have my work people to hang out with but its not the same. i still dont have that person to hug every night.... that person i want to hurry home to. so i stay at work a little longer, spend a little extra time doing the things i do. make the weekdays go by faster...
but next week i join the gym. and its time for me to get my body in shape and get those abs i want. i have a flat stomach when i wake up in the morning.... but i want it to be that way all the time. i dont want to be anorexic looking, just get some abs and maybe a little muscle and i'll be set. hopefully i dont lose weight. can that work?
we'll see. the gym should keep me busy.
*sigh* its hard holding back these tears. i'm getting too emotional for this.
but anyways, they both just left today. and again i'm by myself.... coming home every night to this empty apartment with the tv and stuffed animals for company. i have my work people to hang out with but its not the same. i still dont have that person to hug every night.... that person i want to hurry home to. so i stay at work a little longer, spend a little extra time doing the things i do. make the weekdays go by faster...
but next week i join the gym. and its time for me to get my body in shape and get those abs i want. i have a flat stomach when i wake up in the morning.... but i want it to be that way all the time. i dont want to be anorexic looking, just get some abs and maybe a little muscle and i'll be set. hopefully i dont lose weight. can that work?
we'll see. the gym should keep me busy.
*sigh* its hard holding back these tears. i'm getting too emotional for this.