ponderings
So recent talks with kristin have brought up how both of us have exs who come and go in our lives as they peez... so now I am left to wonder, and one person could have more info on this then really anyone else... but i dont know if they would say anything but ill risk it...
So my one ex and I go back and forth for years... we talk we dont and so forth. I finally had it when their drunk ass would not go get me someones phone number... and a month later i discovered that the persons number i wanted, well that person was actually in town and not even a mile down the road from me... which she had to know cause no way she didnt... so I stopped talking to them. For the first time I stopped.
Last Oct. a mutual friend contacted this X in look for something, the X knew they only got her info from me... she saw me online and wrote me... i did not respond (heck I was drunk and in a hotel for a friends wedding so not going there hehehe) anywho... few months after that I send them an email, well just a link. said how there was no reason just they were the only one who would like the link pics. we go back and forth a few times and finally they say "i know you said no reason but I have to ask what was teh reason you sent it to me..." I was pissed and so I never responded.
now a month ago (ironically right about the time me and kristin broke things off) this X contacted me... on an email that i dont even use when they have all the other emails... but i am sure it is the only one she can see me log on using... anywho... she asked me for a copy of a CD one I am sure she has to know other ppl with... it has sent me for a mind fuck as to why she would write me, why after this adn all she writes me... but being the wonderful sucker i am... I found my copy and sent her one... even wrote in happy birthday... she wrote me back thanking me and saying how she was shocked but not that i rememebred her Bday balhblah how am i hope things are going to rough with school blahblah...
so now I am left... do I write back... I think not... but still it is too rough... why when someone drops out of your life and you adjust... do they contact you *sighs* so now I just wonder what do I do? Do I allow this person to sucker me back in or not.
So my one ex and I go back and forth for years... we talk we dont and so forth. I finally had it when their drunk ass would not go get me someones phone number... and a month later i discovered that the persons number i wanted, well that person was actually in town and not even a mile down the road from me... which she had to know cause no way she didnt... so I stopped talking to them. For the first time I stopped.
Last Oct. a mutual friend contacted this X in look for something, the X knew they only got her info from me... she saw me online and wrote me... i did not respond (heck I was drunk and in a hotel for a friends wedding so not going there hehehe) anywho... few months after that I send them an email, well just a link. said how there was no reason just they were the only one who would like the link pics. we go back and forth a few times and finally they say "i know you said no reason but I have to ask what was teh reason you sent it to me..." I was pissed and so I never responded.
now a month ago (ironically right about the time me and kristin broke things off) this X contacted me... on an email that i dont even use when they have all the other emails... but i am sure it is the only one she can see me log on using... anywho... she asked me for a copy of a CD one I am sure she has to know other ppl with... it has sent me for a mind fuck as to why she would write me, why after this adn all she writes me... but being the wonderful sucker i am... I found my copy and sent her one... even wrote in happy birthday... she wrote me back thanking me and saying how she was shocked but not that i rememebred her Bday balhblah how am i hope things are going to rough with school blahblah...
so now I am left... do I write back... I think not... but still it is too rough... why when someone drops out of your life and you adjust... do they contact you *sighs* so now I just wonder what do I do? Do I allow this person to sucker me back in or not.