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wow i havent written in this thing for a while.....r.i.p. nikki and miguel. i miss you. im still in so much denial. i can't believe nikki's gone. just like that. she was so happy all the time and so positive. i guess heaven was missing an angel. i still cant get the picture out of my head when i just saw her lying there with no life in her. it's so sad.....she just didnt deserve it. ive never seen anything like that....even when i went to the hospital after she was already gone i still had to walk in her room...just to see if she was there...but of course...she wasn't....im just so sad....and now sara....god knows what she's going through...but ill be there with her every step of the way....i guess it just goes to show how precious life really is...and how it can be taken away from u in an instant..it just sux that it had to be her....and i dont know why but i still cry wen i think about it....thats y id like to say to all my friends....u kno who u r....jess,christy,pris,rosa...eric....that im so grateful for the time ive had with all of u......u guyz r amazing friends.....and i will always cherish u......im still sad....but like nikki says...no worries bro, no worries..... R.I.P. NIKKI VERRUSIO