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I dont think i am a journal person, i just forget to write it and then, when i do have something decent to write i realise its been a month or so since i posted last and probably no-one would be interested anyway. I apologise.
I've had my hair cut coloured black/red and had some bright red extentions put in for the night out with Natalie, also felt like a change and have never been this dark haired before. I have a black and red theme going on with my clothing too for the party/night out. Black leggings with rouched sides, a black sequined boob-tubey type top, a red cardigan and high heeled red shiney shoes lol. Think i'll be a bit scared to walk in them lol haven't worn heels for ages lol.
With my make up my eyes will be sparkly gold and black and my lips Red. Hoping if i look good i'll feel better than i usually do about going out and maybe i'll be confident ... dunno if it'll work though lol. I just have a thing when i go out that i'm bigger than anyone there and that everyone is looking at me and staring/whispering. I know theyre not, but i just have that lack of confidence. I think it comes from years of bullying. I don't know how to even go about finding some confidence.
Ok i've tried uploading a few pics of my new hair but its refusing to work ... maybe next time
xx
I've had my hair cut coloured black/red and had some bright red extentions put in for the night out with Natalie, also felt like a change and have never been this dark haired before. I have a black and red theme going on with my clothing too for the party/night out. Black leggings with rouched sides, a black sequined boob-tubey type top, a red cardigan and high heeled red shiney shoes lol. Think i'll be a bit scared to walk in them lol haven't worn heels for ages lol.
With my make up my eyes will be sparkly gold and black and my lips Red. Hoping if i look good i'll feel better than i usually do about going out and maybe i'll be confident ... dunno if it'll work though lol. I just have a thing when i go out that i'm bigger than anyone there and that everyone is looking at me and staring/whispering. I know theyre not, but i just have that lack of confidence. I think it comes from years of bullying. I don't know how to even go about finding some confidence.
Ok i've tried uploading a few pics of my new hair but its refusing to work ... maybe next time
xx