Life is complicated
My "best friend" is back in town so i should be happy right? WRONG she makes me miserable, she calls me fat disses my do and acts like a controlling moody bitch. Ok so she hasnt changed too too much and that makes me think we have been apart from eachother for almost a year, thats almost a year that i didnt have her treating me like dirt, and that means i got deffensive about it bc i wasnt used to it anymore. Which y should i have to get used to it? I dont so Im not going to, I never used to be the type of girl who let any one treat her like that especially not my friends, Alicia has been away too long and she cant control me or anyone anymore (not that she had that much control in the first place i always pretty much told her to shut the fuck up ) but... thats what i think bothers her, she keeps saying OH YOU ALL HAVE CHANGED SOO MUCH YOU ARE SOOO DIFFERENT YOU SMOKE AND DRINK AND PARTY AND HAVE SEX BLAH BLAH FUCKING YADDA YADDA WAH WAH shes not here anymore so she has no say in what any of us do. SHE HATES IT so live it up guys so begins the partying era we in a way dropped a house on our wicked witch, ok so thats bad but im venting im sure things will work themselves out. But heres the thing , i dont want them to, im happy i have more friends now than i have ever had in my life, im not talking like oh hi bye friends i mean good true "call up at 3 in the morning and cry about how much your life sucks and how badly you want a certain some one to notice you but they wont:friends " im a talker andd a listener, i need friends like that and thats what i have in you guys i love you you are my rock! muah im done with mopey for a while .