Mar 23, 2005 22:03
So I really screwed up tonight.
I went to lunch with Donna and ended up staying out until like 8 pm. I got carried away with drinking and socializing. It was Christa's birthday today so I ended up having a few drinks with her. Happy Birthday.
Well, Kevin got pissed. I brought him dinner home and he wasn't here. When he did get back, he told me to get the f*** out. Don't know what I did, but apparently I guess I deserved it.
I had my phone on me. He knew where I was at, but yet, he still got pissed. I am so sorry, but what ever I say, he seems distant. I hope that changes because I love him. I am so sorry that I made bad decisions for one night in my life, but every other night, I am home to greet him with a smile.
All I have to say is, Kevin, I am so sorry I messed up and I really hope you forgive me. I know I made a bad decision and I am sorry. I should have thought things out further. I love you with all my heart and that will never change. Once again, I am sorry and I love you.