Mixed Emotions
Ok, so I don't know what to even do or think anymore. A lot of things have been bothering me and I don't know what I should do.
Well, tonight was Todd and Natalia's wedding. It was great and she was beautiful, as always. But go figure, something tends to go wrong between me and Kevin. He gets all mad at me because I am upset (thinking about why it isn't me and how much I wish this was my wedding) about something I know he is sick of hearing about. So when everyone asks why we didn't dance to any of the slow songs that played why we were there, he simply stated "because of miss crabby pants here". Well, gee, thanks, put all the blame on me because I am saving you the trouble of hearing the same thing you hear every day. Although, having him put the blame on me didn't hurt me as near as bad as him not even asking me to dance. I guess guys just don't understand what matters more to some girls, the little things.
Anyways, now that I am done venting, I am happy (although, i wish i was excited, but it is hard to be excited when the man you love the most has not said a word to you in an hour) about tomorrow. If any of you don't know, I graduate with my bachelor's degree. I have been thinking about going back for grad school, but I am not quite sure yet. If I do wait, I want to wait for a year at the most. It would be a great experience and possibly further me in the company that I am employed with.
Well, it is getting late and I should be heading for bed since I have a long day tomorrow. I just have one more thing to say. Kevin, no matter what I will always love you. =)
Well, tonight was Todd and Natalia's wedding. It was great and she was beautiful, as always. But go figure, something tends to go wrong between me and Kevin. He gets all mad at me because I am upset (thinking about why it isn't me and how much I wish this was my wedding) about something I know he is sick of hearing about. So when everyone asks why we didn't dance to any of the slow songs that played why we were there, he simply stated "because of miss crabby pants here". Well, gee, thanks, put all the blame on me because I am saving you the trouble of hearing the same thing you hear every day. Although, having him put the blame on me didn't hurt me as near as bad as him not even asking me to dance. I guess guys just don't understand what matters more to some girls, the little things.
Anyways, now that I am done venting, I am happy (although, i wish i was excited, but it is hard to be excited when the man you love the most has not said a word to you in an hour) about tomorrow. If any of you don't know, I graduate with my bachelor's degree. I have been thinking about going back for grad school, but I am not quite sure yet. If I do wait, I want to wait for a year at the most. It would be a great experience and possibly further me in the company that I am employed with.
Well, it is getting late and I should be heading for bed since I have a long day tomorrow. I just have one more thing to say. Kevin, no matter what I will always love you. =)