Where do I even begin?
There has been a lot going on lately. I mean a lot.
First, our friends Todd and Natalia are getting married in 17 days. I am so excited for them. They make such a great couple. The same day we found out about the wedding, we got a call back saying that Natalia is having a baby. I am so excited for them.
Nita is having another baby. So now I have a nephew on the way. They were going to call him Nathanial, but Victor is not sure if he wants a junior or not. I really don't care. I am just so excited. Nita sent me pics of the baby today. He is a big baby. I am suprised that she isn't bigger than she is now. She is also getting married. Her wedding is in July.
I found out today that my dad was border line stroke when he went to the hospital this afternoon. That sucks. My grandfather just got out of the hospital and now I have to deal with this. I am just so glad that he is okay.
Kev and I are doing good. We just bought a new bed and I am not sure if I wrote about it last time, but we have another kitten also. His name is Harley. He is my baby, but so is Bailey. In the past two weeks Kev and I have gotten into two big fights. I must say that I never felt so hurt in all my relationships put together as I felt during these fights. I love Kev so much and I hate arguing with him.
There are so many things bothering me that I can't talk to anyone about because I don't know how people are going to react. All of this wedding stuff and family stuff makes me sad because I am in that place (you know, ready for that), but I don't think Kev is. I don't want to and I am not trying to rush him, but I feel like I make him feel uncomfortable when talking about everyone else's wedding stuff or family stuff. I don't want him to be uncomfortable talking to me about that stuff. I just wish it was me sometimes. I love Kev and I want to be with him forever, but I also feel like I disappoint him or make him mad just by being myself. He tells me no, but it just feels that way sometimes. I want him to love me for me.
Well I guess that is all I have for now. Time to get back to not doing anything because it is a work night.
First, our friends Todd and Natalia are getting married in 17 days. I am so excited for them. They make such a great couple. The same day we found out about the wedding, we got a call back saying that Natalia is having a baby. I am so excited for them.
Nita is having another baby. So now I have a nephew on the way. They were going to call him Nathanial, but Victor is not sure if he wants a junior or not. I really don't care. I am just so excited. Nita sent me pics of the baby today. He is a big baby. I am suprised that she isn't bigger than she is now. She is also getting married. Her wedding is in July.
I found out today that my dad was border line stroke when he went to the hospital this afternoon. That sucks. My grandfather just got out of the hospital and now I have to deal with this. I am just so glad that he is okay.
Kev and I are doing good. We just bought a new bed and I am not sure if I wrote about it last time, but we have another kitten also. His name is Harley. He is my baby, but so is Bailey. In the past two weeks Kev and I have gotten into two big fights. I must say that I never felt so hurt in all my relationships put together as I felt during these fights. I love Kev so much and I hate arguing with him.
There are so many things bothering me that I can't talk to anyone about because I don't know how people are going to react. All of this wedding stuff and family stuff makes me sad because I am in that place (you know, ready for that), but I don't think Kev is. I don't want to and I am not trying to rush him, but I feel like I make him feel uncomfortable when talking about everyone else's wedding stuff or family stuff. I don't want him to be uncomfortable talking to me about that stuff. I just wish it was me sometimes. I love Kev and I want to be with him forever, but I also feel like I disappoint him or make him mad just by being myself. He tells me no, but it just feels that way sometimes. I want him to love me for me.
Well I guess that is all I have for now. Time to get back to not doing anything because it is a work night.