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Lets see here, i havent updated this thingy in a while so the time has come.
Not too much going on. The library decided it would be cool to give me tons of time off, giving me weeks of nothing to do.
But on the up side the time off has given me time to think about life, which we all know i like to do often. Like Mel, I too am sad and scared that this is my last year of college! What will I do with myself? What is my purpose? What are my desires? These questions are constantly on my mind and heart, i cant seem to escape them. When i try to sleep at night i often lay in my bed, wondering whats next, what will i become, and wondering what i have to offer the scary thing we call the work force. I can honestly say that i have no clue what i'll be doing a year from now. When i began college at Miami i had it all figured out, like most niave freshmen do. and now here i am getting ready to begin my senior year and i have no clue, at all, what to do with myself.
I search my heart daily to find the answers, but it doesnt seem to come that easily to me. I have big dreams tucked deep inside, but i'm scared to let them out, scared to fail or make a mistake. so i settle, telling myself that i'll graduate, get a job close to home, save some money and move out. I'm not saying that its a bad thing to do that, but for me i know that there is potential to be more, to do more for the glory of God and to serve his people, but what??
Although this journey of life is becoming way too confusing and complicated for me, I have to admit that I'm enjoying it more and more each day. I have never been so happy and complete in my life. :)For once in my life I am confident,opinionated, full of joy, and well just being the person that i am, not letting myself worry about what other people think about me. I have an awesome family, amazing friends, and an awesome church family that is growing as we speak. Without them i wouldn't be able to be all the things that i am today, the experiences and difficult times that i've been through have made me into the person that i am today. I thank God daily for all his blessings in my life :) what a joy!
"May i never boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, through which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world." Galations 6:14
Not too much going on. The library decided it would be cool to give me tons of time off, giving me weeks of nothing to do.
But on the up side the time off has given me time to think about life, which we all know i like to do often. Like Mel, I too am sad and scared that this is my last year of college! What will I do with myself? What is my purpose? What are my desires? These questions are constantly on my mind and heart, i cant seem to escape them. When i try to sleep at night i often lay in my bed, wondering whats next, what will i become, and wondering what i have to offer the scary thing we call the work force. I can honestly say that i have no clue what i'll be doing a year from now. When i began college at Miami i had it all figured out, like most niave freshmen do. and now here i am getting ready to begin my senior year and i have no clue, at all, what to do with myself.
I search my heart daily to find the answers, but it doesnt seem to come that easily to me. I have big dreams tucked deep inside, but i'm scared to let them out, scared to fail or make a mistake. so i settle, telling myself that i'll graduate, get a job close to home, save some money and move out. I'm not saying that its a bad thing to do that, but for me i know that there is potential to be more, to do more for the glory of God and to serve his people, but what??
Although this journey of life is becoming way too confusing and complicated for me, I have to admit that I'm enjoying it more and more each day. I have never been so happy and complete in my life. :)For once in my life I am confident,opinionated, full of joy, and well just being the person that i am, not letting myself worry about what other people think about me. I have an awesome family, amazing friends, and an awesome church family that is growing as we speak. Without them i wouldn't be able to be all the things that i am today, the experiences and difficult times that i've been through have made me into the person that i am today. I thank God daily for all his blessings in my life :) what a joy!
"May i never boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, through which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world." Galations 6:14