am i really that stupid
YES MAYBE I AM THE ONE WHO WANTED TO "TAKE A BREAK" FROM OUR FRIENDSHIP, BUT HE ALSO SAID HE UNDERSTOOD HOW I FELT, AND WOULD WAIT TILL I WAS READY TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN, WELL NOW IM READY, AND HES ALL LIKE WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO ME, WHY WOULD I CARE IF WE TALKED AGAIN, HELLO ASSHOLE YOUR THE ONE THAT WAS HURT MORE THEN ME WHEN I TOLD YOU, I CANT BELIEVE I WANTED TO BE HIS FRIEND AGAIN, IT JUST SHOWS HOW STUPID I AM,.... ANYWAYS, CHRISSY AND AMANDA~I THINK THAT GUY IS CRAZY, LOL I HOPE WE GET THE JOBS!! TRISH~ LIKE IN THE NOTE.. THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP WITH MY GUY PROBLEMS.. YOUR RIGHT I SHOULDNT HAVE TOLD HIM I NEED TIME OFF, I WAS STUPID AND I WASNT THINKING, Y CANT I GET THE GOOD GUYS, THE ONES THAT NEVER HURT ME, THE ONES WHO TRULY CARE, INSTEAD OF THE ASSHOLE GUYS. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND, -MEGHANN-
I HATE HAVING PAIN IN MY HEART, I THOUGH TELLING THE TRUTH WOULD BE THE RIGHT THING, IM TRING TO CHANGE MYSELF, BECOMING A BETTER PERSON IS MAKING ME MORE DREPRESSED. I GUESS JAKE IS RIGHT WHEN HE TOLD SOME DUDE HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT HE THOUGH I WAS A CRAZY DREPRESSED PERSON, WELL JAKE FUCK YOU I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN, IF YOUR GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE I MEAN NOTHING, JUST A WEEK AGO YOU TELL ME YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS WELL FUCK YOU