Jan 15, 2004 17:26
dont you think that a real friend would support you when you have made a hard discusion..a decision that will effect you for a life time, and one that you know was hard and hurts you to death,.. well right now i feel like i have no friends, no one understands that i had to tell jake i couldnt be his friend right now cause im depressed and i wasnt eating, and i just wanted to kill myself and no one understands that, they say they know what its like, no they dont, and if they did, then they would respect my decision, and not tell me it was one of the stupidist things i'v done,.. they dont understand that telling him was pretty much saving my life, i just wish they would understand and not tell me i was stupid to do that
im haveing one of those horrible terrible no good very bad days and i want to move to australia
I just wish people would understand me for once, please just understand
PLEASE HELP ME AND LET ME KNOW YOU STILL CARE,