Hmmmmm..... idk what to think anymore...
BLiNkMe339 [12:03 AM]: dont respond just read these lyrics.....
[12:03 AM]: please talk to me
BLiNkMe339 [12:03 AM]: Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
right now I feel invisible to you like I'm not real.
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say.
BLiNkMe339 [12:03 AM]: I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with the lost stare,
That's when I decided...
BLiNkMe339 [12:03 AM]: Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there,
When I was scared,
I was so alone.
You need to listen.
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
BLiNkMe339 [12:03 AM]: Am I just some chick you place beside you,
to take somebody's place?
When you turn around,
can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
you used to hug me,
but that wasn't the case,
everything wasn't okay
BLiNkMe339 [12:03 AM]: I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with the lost stare,
That's when I decided...
BLiNkMe339 [12:04 AM]: Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen,
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losing my grip
and I'm in this thing alone.
BLiNkMe339 [12:04 AM]: Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
crying out loud
I'm crying out loud.
Open your eyes,
open up wide.
BLiNkMe339 [12:04 AM]: Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone.
Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone.
BLiNkMe339 [12:04 AM]: Why should I care?
If you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere
BLiNkMe339 [12:04 AM]: Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone.
Why should I care?
if you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere.
BLiNkMe339 [12:08 AM]: thats pretty right on.....
[12:09 AM]: meghan......really i dont know how in the world i can get you to believe me, i am seriously telling you the honest to God truth
[12:10 AM]: i care about you
[12:10 AM]: no matter what you think
[12:10 AM]: its the truth
[12:10 AM]: i would never use someone as nice as you, or anyone for that matter
BLiNkMe339 [12:12 AM]: IF i were to cave and say "fine i belive you"... what would happen ????
[12:12 AM]: take you out for dinner friday nite
[12:13 AM]: if i can find some money
[12:15 AM]: you there???
BLiNkMe339 [12:15 AM]: yea im here
[12:15 AM]: im telling you the truth meghan
[12:16 AM]: and to prove it if we ever hang out again, i wont even kiss you
BLiNkMe339 [12:17 AM]: Idk ive gotta figure things out man....
[12:17 AM]: well call me whenever you are ready to hang out with me
BLiNkMe339 [12:17 AM]: you couldnt possibly understand....
BLiNkMe339 [12:18 AM]: dont think im going to chase you bobby..
[12:18 AM]: meghan, i promise you ive been through exactly the same shit with girls, i know how shitty it feels to be used
BLiNkMe339 [12:19 AM]: It hurts...BAD ! and its hard for me to trust people Bobby...
[12:19 AM]: i know what you mean
[12:20 AM]: im never going to trust my heart to a girl again until its for real
[12:20 AM]: not after the shit i went through wiht my ex
BLiNkMe339 [12:21 AM]: Im not her Bobby
BLiNkMe339 [12:24 AM]: I know how it feels to give ur heart to someone.. and just have it thrashed.. for 3 years i let someone keep doing it to me.. i didnt want to give up on him.
BLiNkMe339 [12:24 AM]: but he never really cared.
BLiNkMe339 [12:26 AM]: .....
[12:28 AM]: ya i understand completely
[12:32 AM]: im sorry
[12:32 AM]: life sucks huh
BLiNkMe339 [12:32 AM]: one more thing
BLiNkMe339 [12:33 AM]: be serious
BLiNkMe339 [12:33 AM]: Ive started to care about you Bobby... and right now im puttin it on hold until i know its right.. so tell me if this is going to go anywhere if it isnt i dont want to waste either one of our time.
[12:33 AM]: of course i think it can go somewhere
[12:33 AM]: i todl you i care about you
[12:33 AM]: lets just keep talking and see what happens ok?
BLiNkMe339 [12:34 AM]: well yea im not talking now
BLiNkMe339 [12:34 AM]: im not ready now
[12:34 AM]: i understand
[12:34 AM]: i want to keep talking to you though
[12:35 AM]: call me tomorrow
[12:35 AM]: or ill call you ok?
BLiNkMe339 [12:35 AM]: yes u call me
BLiNkMe339 [12:35 AM]: im gonna go now
BLiNkMe339 [12:35 AM]: bye Bobby
[12:35 AM]: ill talk to you later
[12:35 AM]: bye meghan
[12:36 AM]: ill talk to you soon
BLiNkMe339 [12:37 AM]: mhmm
[12:37 AM]: im gonna go to bed too
[12:37 AM]: nite... sweet dreams Meghan. i DO care