Right when i was up i went right down ....
This is with Bobby... all that was said tonight that i needed to get out even though it hurt me.
BLiNkMe339 [6:30 PM]: all you wanted wa sex from me huh ?
[6:30 PM]: no meghan
[6:30 PM]: why the fuck would you even say that
[6:31 PM]: i told you i like you
BLiNkMe339 [6:31 PM]: Bobby ??? be honest with me ok ???
[6:31 PM]: ok
[6:31 PM]: i am being honest
[6:31 PM]: i do like you
BLiNkMe339 [6:33 PM]: no seriously i dont believe you bc when weve "hung out" all you wanted to do was have sex
BLiNkMe339 [6:33 PM]: and the time i said no u started to put my shoes on !!! to me that meant ok than ill take you home.
[6:33 PM]: i had somewhere to be meghan
[6:33 PM]: come with me to mexico tomorrow
[6:34 PM]: ill show you that i liek hanging out with you and not just having sex
BLiNkMe339 [6:34 PM]: to mexico ??
[6:34 PM]: algodones
[6:34 PM]: tomorrow after school
[6:35 PM]: really i am so sorry i gave you that impression
[6:35 PM]: thats not true at all, and i feel really bad i made you feel like that
[6:35 PM]: im sorry
BLiNkMe339 [6:36 PM]: I dont think its a good idea Bobby aright
[6:36 PM]: why not?
[6:36 PM]: im really sorry meghan
[6:36 PM]: i would have never even done anything with you if i knew thats what it seemed like i was doing
[6:37 PM]: i have to go take my brother to his school now, im really sorry meghan, ill call you in a little while ok?
BLiNkMe339 [6:37 PM]: bye
Later on i talked to Eric and he was harsh and went too far which was cruel joke..
[11:01 PM]: stop boning bobby
[11:01 PM]: loser
[11:01 PM]: i should be really really mad at you too
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: hmm so i guess hes talked
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: why ????????
[11:01 PM]: because you promised me you wouldnt get with him
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: i know i shoulda listened to you
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: eeeeeeek...
[11:01 PM]: i freaking told you
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: yea... i kno
BLiNkMe339 [11:02 PM]: i cant trust any guys anymore LoL
BLiNkMe339 [11:03 PM]: there too cruel
[11:03 PM]: ok i think you should know me better then that
BLiNkMe339 [11:04 PM]: I know Eric but still....
BLiNkMe339 [11:04 PM]: u dont understand my situation
[11:06 PM]: well bobby has herpys i hope you know that
[11:06 PM]: did u use a condom
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: WHAAAAAAAAT ?
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: DONT FUCIN JOKE !
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: OMG OMG
[11:06 PM]: did u use a condom??
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: NOT THE FIRST
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: IM CRYING DUDE THIS ISNT COOL
[11:07 PM]: fucking shit meghan
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: AGGGGGGGGGGGGG
[11:07 PM]: hey hey im playing
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: FUCK YOU ERIC !
[11:07 PM]: dont cry
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: THAT WAS WAAAAAAAY WRONG
[11:07 PM]: im just getting you back for breaking a promise
[11:07 PM]: now i cant trust u
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: THAT WAS TOO FAR
[11:07 PM]: hey i stoped
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: IM MAD AT YU DUDE
[11:08 PM]: thats why i didnt go any further
BLiNkMe339 [11:08 PM]: U SCARED ME SHITLESS
BLiNkMe339 [11:08 PM]: I CANT STOP CRYING NOW
[11:08 PM]: awww come on
[11:08 PM]: you know i love ya
[11:08 PM]: i was playing
BLiNkMe339 [11:08 PM]: NO U DONT UNDERSTAND ERIC
[11:09 PM]: well im sorry
[11:09 PM]: well im really really sorry
[11:09 PM]: but i gotta go
[11:09 PM]: ill talk to u later jk
[11:09 PM]: k*
BLiNkMe339 [11:09 PM]: BYE
BLiNkMe339 [11:09 PM]: ur mean
[11:09 PM]: byebye
[11:09 PM]: im sorrryyyyyyyyyyyyy
[11:09 PM]: please forgive me
BLiNkMe339 [11:09 PM]: jsut go bye
BLiNkMe339 [11:10 PM]: fine bye
[11:10 PM]: im not leaving till u forgive me
BLiNkMe339 [11:10 PM]: I FORGIVE YOU ERIC
BLiNkMe339 [11:10 PM]: BYE
[11:10 PM]: thank you
[11:10 PM]: byebye
Than I talked with Bobby again...
[11:19 PM]: ok im sorry
BLiNkMe339 [11:19 PM]: u said that already..
[11:19 PM]: i know
[11:19 PM]: damn im screwing up with you alot today
[11:19 PM]: :(
BLiNkMe339 [11:21 PM]: yea its been more than just today though
BLiNkMe339 [11:22 PM]: i actually ALLOWED you to use me...
BLiNkMe339 [11:22 PM]: i just let it happen...
BLiNkMe339 [11:23 PM]: idk what im doing...
[11:23 PM]: i didnt use you
[11:23 PM]: Meghan
[11:23 PM]: i tried to tell you earlier
BLiNkMe339 [11:23 PM]: Bobby
[11:23 PM]: i wasnt using you
[11:23 PM]: i felt so bad tonite after you told me that
BLiNkMe339 [11:24 PM]: dont do that...
BLiNkMe339 [11:24 PM]: u felt like shit bc you knew i was right
[11:25 PM]: no i felt like shit for making you feel like that
BLiNkMe339 [11:25 PM]: c'mon dont you think i realize it... im not stupid bobby...
BLiNkMe339 [11:25 PM]: this has happened to me before...
[11:25 PM]: but not from me, because i wasnt using you!!!!!!!!
BLiNkMe339 [11:26 PM]: than please explain what it was ?
[11:26 PM]: i like you a lot meghan
[11:27 PM]: i really do
BLiNkMe339 [11:27 PM]: bad excuse....
BLiNkMe339 [11:27 PM]: you know... LoL idk why the fuck i dont listen to people when they give me advice.. -Bobby is going to do nothing but get what he wants and ur gonna get hurt again meg-... but no i gave you the chance... and u did exactly what they said you would..
[11:28 PM]: meghan what brought this about?
[11:28 PM]: why are you telling me this today
BLiNkMe339 [11:29 PM]: Ive noticed it by the start Bobby...
BLiNkMe339 [11:29 PM]: i was HOPING that hey give him sometime... he might jsut surprise you... well that time is up....
BLiNkMe339 [11:30 PM]: im not going to wait around for nothing... so i finally got the nerve to say how i felt.
[11:30 PM]: is there anything i can do to prove i wasnt using you
[11:31 PM]: ?
[11:31 PM]: because im telling you the truth
BLiNkMe339 [11:32 PM]: if you really wanted to ud figure somthing out...
BLiNkMe339 [11:32 PM]: but i really dont know... im sick of getting hurt the exact same ways ..
BLiNkMe339 [11:33 PM]: im gonna go \
BLiNkMe339 [11:33 PM]: good bye bobby
[11:33 PM]: no wait
BLiNkMe339 [11:33 PM]: bobby what
[11:33 PM]: meghan im telling you the truth
[11:33 PM]: i swear to God
[11:34 PM]: please believe me
[11:34 PM]: because im telling the truth
BLiNkMe339 [11:35 PM]: im starting to cry so just please let me go right now. idk what to say besides idk
[11:35 PM]: ill call you when i get home tomorrow
[11:35 PM]: i have to work after school but ill call you when i get home ok?
[11:36 PM]: im sorry meghan
[11:36 PM]: i really am
BLiNkMe339 [11:36 PM]: bye
[11:36 PM]: ill call you
[11:36 PM]: im sorry
So yea thats FUCKIN GREAAAAAAAAAT !! i hate boys... they do nothing but cause pain !!!!
BLiNkMe339 [6:30 PM]: all you wanted wa sex from me huh ?
[6:30 PM]: no meghan
[6:30 PM]: why the fuck would you even say that
[6:31 PM]: i told you i like you
BLiNkMe339 [6:31 PM]: Bobby ??? be honest with me ok ???
[6:31 PM]: ok
[6:31 PM]: i am being honest
[6:31 PM]: i do like you
BLiNkMe339 [6:33 PM]: no seriously i dont believe you bc when weve "hung out" all you wanted to do was have sex
BLiNkMe339 [6:33 PM]: and the time i said no u started to put my shoes on !!! to me that meant ok than ill take you home.
[6:33 PM]: i had somewhere to be meghan
[6:33 PM]: come with me to mexico tomorrow
[6:34 PM]: ill show you that i liek hanging out with you and not just having sex
BLiNkMe339 [6:34 PM]: to mexico ??
[6:34 PM]: algodones
[6:34 PM]: tomorrow after school
[6:35 PM]: really i am so sorry i gave you that impression
[6:35 PM]: thats not true at all, and i feel really bad i made you feel like that
[6:35 PM]: im sorry
BLiNkMe339 [6:36 PM]: I dont think its a good idea Bobby aright
[6:36 PM]: why not?
[6:36 PM]: im really sorry meghan
[6:36 PM]: i would have never even done anything with you if i knew thats what it seemed like i was doing
[6:37 PM]: i have to go take my brother to his school now, im really sorry meghan, ill call you in a little while ok?
BLiNkMe339 [6:37 PM]: bye
Later on i talked to Eric and he was harsh and went too far which was cruel joke..
[11:01 PM]: stop boning bobby
[11:01 PM]: loser
[11:01 PM]: i should be really really mad at you too
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: hmm so i guess hes talked
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: why ????????
[11:01 PM]: because you promised me you wouldnt get with him
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: i know i shoulda listened to you
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: eeeeeeek...
[11:01 PM]: i freaking told you
BLiNkMe339 [11:01 PM]: yea... i kno
BLiNkMe339 [11:02 PM]: i cant trust any guys anymore LoL
BLiNkMe339 [11:03 PM]: there too cruel
[11:03 PM]: ok i think you should know me better then that
BLiNkMe339 [11:04 PM]: I know Eric but still....
BLiNkMe339 [11:04 PM]: u dont understand my situation
[11:06 PM]: well bobby has herpys i hope you know that
[11:06 PM]: did u use a condom
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: WHAAAAAAAAT ?
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: DONT FUCIN JOKE !
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: OMG OMG
[11:06 PM]: did u use a condom??
BLiNkMe339 [11:06 PM]: NOT THE FIRST
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: IM CRYING DUDE THIS ISNT COOL
[11:07 PM]: fucking shit meghan
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: AGGGGGGGGGGGGG
[11:07 PM]: hey hey im playing
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: FUCK YOU ERIC !
[11:07 PM]: dont cry
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: THAT WAS WAAAAAAAY WRONG
[11:07 PM]: im just getting you back for breaking a promise
[11:07 PM]: now i cant trust u
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: THAT WAS TOO FAR
[11:07 PM]: hey i stoped
BLiNkMe339 [11:07 PM]: IM MAD AT YU DUDE
[11:08 PM]: thats why i didnt go any further
BLiNkMe339 [11:08 PM]: U SCARED ME SHITLESS
BLiNkMe339 [11:08 PM]: I CANT STOP CRYING NOW
[11:08 PM]: awww come on
[11:08 PM]: you know i love ya
[11:08 PM]: i was playing
BLiNkMe339 [11:08 PM]: NO U DONT UNDERSTAND ERIC
[11:09 PM]: well im sorry
[11:09 PM]: well im really really sorry
[11:09 PM]: but i gotta go
[11:09 PM]: ill talk to u later jk
[11:09 PM]: k*
BLiNkMe339 [11:09 PM]: BYE
BLiNkMe339 [11:09 PM]: ur mean
[11:09 PM]: byebye
[11:09 PM]: im sorrryyyyyyyyyyyyy
[11:09 PM]: please forgive me
BLiNkMe339 [11:09 PM]: jsut go bye
BLiNkMe339 [11:10 PM]: fine bye
[11:10 PM]: im not leaving till u forgive me
BLiNkMe339 [11:10 PM]: I FORGIVE YOU ERIC
BLiNkMe339 [11:10 PM]: BYE
[11:10 PM]: thank you
[11:10 PM]: byebye
Than I talked with Bobby again...
[11:19 PM]: ok im sorry
BLiNkMe339 [11:19 PM]: u said that already..
[11:19 PM]: i know
[11:19 PM]: damn im screwing up with you alot today
[11:19 PM]: :(
BLiNkMe339 [11:21 PM]: yea its been more than just today though
BLiNkMe339 [11:22 PM]: i actually ALLOWED you to use me...
BLiNkMe339 [11:22 PM]: i just let it happen...
BLiNkMe339 [11:23 PM]: idk what im doing...
[11:23 PM]: i didnt use you
[11:23 PM]: Meghan
[11:23 PM]: i tried to tell you earlier
BLiNkMe339 [11:23 PM]: Bobby
[11:23 PM]: i wasnt using you
[11:23 PM]: i felt so bad tonite after you told me that
BLiNkMe339 [11:24 PM]: dont do that...
BLiNkMe339 [11:24 PM]: u felt like shit bc you knew i was right
[11:25 PM]: no i felt like shit for making you feel like that
BLiNkMe339 [11:25 PM]: c'mon dont you think i realize it... im not stupid bobby...
BLiNkMe339 [11:25 PM]: this has happened to me before...
[11:25 PM]: but not from me, because i wasnt using you!!!!!!!!
BLiNkMe339 [11:26 PM]: than please explain what it was ?
[11:26 PM]: i like you a lot meghan
[11:27 PM]: i really do
BLiNkMe339 [11:27 PM]: bad excuse....
BLiNkMe339 [11:27 PM]: you know... LoL idk why the fuck i dont listen to people when they give me advice.. -Bobby is going to do nothing but get what he wants and ur gonna get hurt again meg-... but no i gave you the chance... and u did exactly what they said you would..
[11:28 PM]: meghan what brought this about?
[11:28 PM]: why are you telling me this today
BLiNkMe339 [11:29 PM]: Ive noticed it by the start Bobby...
BLiNkMe339 [11:29 PM]: i was HOPING that hey give him sometime... he might jsut surprise you... well that time is up....
BLiNkMe339 [11:30 PM]: im not going to wait around for nothing... so i finally got the nerve to say how i felt.
[11:30 PM]: is there anything i can do to prove i wasnt using you
[11:31 PM]: ?
[11:31 PM]: because im telling you the truth
BLiNkMe339 [11:32 PM]: if you really wanted to ud figure somthing out...
BLiNkMe339 [11:32 PM]: but i really dont know... im sick of getting hurt the exact same ways ..
BLiNkMe339 [11:33 PM]: im gonna go \
BLiNkMe339 [11:33 PM]: good bye bobby
[11:33 PM]: no wait
BLiNkMe339 [11:33 PM]: bobby what
[11:33 PM]: meghan im telling you the truth
[11:33 PM]: i swear to God
[11:34 PM]: please believe me
[11:34 PM]: because im telling the truth
BLiNkMe339 [11:35 PM]: im starting to cry so just please let me go right now. idk what to say besides idk
[11:35 PM]: ill call you when i get home tomorrow
[11:35 PM]: i have to work after school but ill call you when i get home ok?
[11:36 PM]: im sorry meghan
[11:36 PM]: i really am
BLiNkMe339 [11:36 PM]: bye
[11:36 PM]: ill call you
[11:36 PM]: im sorry
So yea thats FUCKIN GREAAAAAAAAAT !! i hate boys... they do nothing but cause pain !!!!