Dec 21, 2002 06:10
WOW!!! Can you believe it Christmas is next Wednesday! SO cool! But anyways man oh man i've been busy. I've been working my ass off. I'm gonna be so worn out but now that footbal is over i actually have time to go to work so its all good. SO i'm dating Carson now. WOW its crazy how your whole world can change with one guy sometimes. I donno like i'm not know for keeping guys around very long or even be into them very much but with Carson things are different. HE makes me feel speical. I want to keep him around and normally when i'm worried that i'm gonna get tired of a guy here i'm worried that he's gonna get tired of me. Its weird to be in the opposite position. But cool. Oh yeah now i'm finally off being grounded. Its cool to be able to hang out with my peeps again outside the house. LOL But look what i'm doing on a sat ngiht sitting here online updating my journal. SO i'm gonna jet luv ya!!! XOXO