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Right now-I'm feeling pretty disgusted with myself and sad...alot of sad too. I hurt sal, alot. It was my fault. hands down. But now-I'm hurting alot too. And I know I deserve it but I feel like I'm getting eaten up inside. I hate myself and I just want to run away. I don't know what to do. :(
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Well I have to work again tonight. It's my 3rd night in a row. Hopefully I'll be working with nice people. I got to leave really early last night..I think I should be out pretty early tonight. I don't think it will be too busy, but ya never know.
Not sure what I'm gonna do in the day. Probably just lounge around, maybe get some sun out on my deck. It's really hot though, so I'm not sure. I may just relax, and work on some summer work. I wish I could've gone to the beach, but its just too damn hot.
Well I guess I'll get going, my life is really boring and depressing right now, between work and stuff.
I love ya'll. Thanks for commenting on my entries and stuff, it makes me happy. :)
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Well I have to work again tonight. It's my 3rd night in a row. Hopefully I'll be working with nice people. I got to leave really early last night..I think I should be out pretty early tonight. I don't think it will be too busy, but ya never know.
Not sure what I'm gonna do in the day. Probably just lounge around, maybe get some sun out on my deck. It's really hot though, so I'm not sure. I may just relax, and work on some summer work. I wish I could've gone to the beach, but its just too damn hot.
Well I guess I'll get going, my life is really boring and depressing right now, between work and stuff.
I love ya'll. Thanks for commenting on my entries and stuff, it makes me happy. :)