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Feeling very down today. Several reasons. One of which is probably that I had a terrible insomnia night, drugged myself with sleeping pills (which didn't give me good sleep but have made me groggy all day today), had intense jaw-clenching nightmares all night, etc. Not conducive to a happy mood.
I could list various other things that are not good, and there are a lot of them, but really, what kind of energy is that to put into my already distressed life? So I'll try to list some good things.
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(Oh gosh, I've been sitting here looking at the blank space for way too long, maybe this will be harder than I thought.)
Really now, come on, self.
Okay, things that make me happy a little bit are: movies, holly, things that smell good*, the sparkly snowflake ornaments I have hanging around the store, the civilized, magical, mellow opening bars of Tchaikovsky's Nutcracker, my brother and his family, the PHP (my secret society with tantra_cat and stellafresco), and the green bean casserole of _siddal_ which I loved.
I'm going to be domestic tonight, and do laundry and make more green bean casserole and take a long shower. Maybe brush my cats. Maybe I'll feel better then.
*including _boy_s
I could list various other things that are not good, and there are a lot of them, but really, what kind of energy is that to put into my already distressed life? So I'll try to list some good things.
1)
(Oh gosh, I've been sitting here looking at the blank space for way too long, maybe this will be harder than I thought.)
Really now, come on, self.
Okay, things that make me happy a little bit are: movies, holly, things that smell good*, the sparkly snowflake ornaments I have hanging around the store, the civilized, magical, mellow opening bars of Tchaikovsky's Nutcracker, my brother and his family, the PHP (my secret society with tantra_cat and stellafresco), and the green bean casserole of _siddal_ which I loved.
I'm going to be domestic tonight, and do laundry and make more green bean casserole and take a long shower. Maybe brush my cats. Maybe I'll feel better then.
*including _boy_s