A Long December
Well hello again! I know it has been 3 mo. so i am WAY due for an update! Well where to begin. OK, the boy life... or should i say lack there of? I have started to just not care anymore, which for me is no good. Cause that leads to dumb decisions, so i am in that lovely hole right now. I dont know why it is so hard to find a good guy, but then again as i am always told a bar is no place to find anyone who is looking for more than one night. So i am up for new ideas on how to find a mister right!! PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST! heheh This semester is almost over...YAY! then another one begins. The more i am here however the more i want to leave. I guess it is just hard to get into school when your passion is somewhere else. I really find myself feeling very alone and vulnerable lately too. I guess i miss those friends i know will never leave me. The ones who do know all of what is bad about you and still love you just the same. (you know who you are!) I hate that the world has us so far apart for school. I just feel like i need one of those girl cry nights or just that time where you put me back in line and on the right track. Ok well that is all that i can think of for the time being, but i miss and love you all! Mmmmwah