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List ten things you want to say to 10 people.
1. Don't say who the people are.
2. Feel free to comment.
1. you hurt me horribly. and i dont think there is a pain quite like the one you inflicted upon me. you are beautiful and manipulative. youre a child that hides behind your tough image, your stupid wifebeaters and baggy pants. i knew you differently, but i still see through your blue eyes. i love you. i hate you. i want to see you. i probably really dont want to see you. i learned a lot from you, so yes, i thank you for that. but you left me when i needed you most. and youre holding crash hostage. give it back and that will be our final closure.
2. you are the sweetest. and i always see you and think youre so cute. i sometimes think you dont like me. i wish i didnt make mistakes. i wish i could please you always. i dont know if you trust me fully, but you can. i like being there for you. i would make phone calls for you any day. dont give up on me, please, cause i really do need you. you are gorgeous, so stop thinking otherwise!
3. i wish i could tell you to back away. but i am afraid you will have to learn this one on your own. ive been there before. i see myself in you and i know the brutal ending. you are blinded by it all. and its ok to be. just be careful. i wish for you the best, always. you are cute and innocent and we love you for that. you have the biggest heart.
4. you are a bastard. lets meet in a computer lab and be awkward again, pleeease. GAH. you are a bastard.
5. i have missed you so much. all i need is to see you. you amaze me with your sweetness. it scares me to think that i could see myself with you forever. but i wont tell you that. nope. im afraid that you will be the one that got away. you are adorable. you tease me and make fun, you piss me off by making me wait, but it secretly makes me want like you more. ive been told not to get my hopes up. but my hopes are up. way up. please dont let me fall. i want you.
6. so...you have a girlfriend? hmm. this makes no matter to me, its just surprising. its really awkward, our relationship. and i still cant figure out why exactly i did it. youre cute, but youre not real. im sure you will be something great in life, youve just had some screw-ups along the way. well, big screw-ups. but if you can overcome that, you can overcome anything. and im sure you will. you are. im not gonna lie, it all was fun.
7. no, we're not sisters, though people may think so. our worlds are so completely different, but somehow they come together. you teach me about life and i dont feel intelligent enough for you. but we have fun being goofy. i dont even remember how we became friends? all i know is that one day we just started dancing together...and suddenly we were choreographing things to mr. m's great gatsby music and mental disorders. you never caused me to do anything, you were just the beautiful person on the other end of the phone to hear about it.
8. it annoys me that i am a little disregarded. we pretend that nothing changed, but something did. i dont understand though. i still love you. i just wish i was part of it all. and im not and that hurts. but know that ive had a ton of fun with you. i guess i just miss everything.
9. we are a duality. theres no other way to describe us. i can read you no matter what and you know it...and i think it pisses you off sometimes. haha. we're funny together. we have big dreams. oh, and big plans. yesss. im sorry i kept the secret from you for so long, but i was scared. i like that i am completely honest with you now. i thank you for your understanding, always. we have some of the greatest memories ever and i cherish them. you will always be my sister.
10. i love you, friend. i hope you know that. you make me smile and i can tell you anything. i like to poke your muscles when im drunk because im an idiot...but youre the one who likes to show off. you have issues, but i wont ever let you fail. you dont scare me. i am here for you. you will remain my favorite big spoon ever and i hope i was a good little spoon. i will miss you so much over the summer, but we will reunite when school starts and have tons of fun as usual. and you can help me hang upside down on the hall pipes haha.
1. Don't say who the people are.
2. Feel free to comment.
1. you hurt me horribly. and i dont think there is a pain quite like the one you inflicted upon me. you are beautiful and manipulative. youre a child that hides behind your tough image, your stupid wifebeaters and baggy pants. i knew you differently, but i still see through your blue eyes. i love you. i hate you. i want to see you. i probably really dont want to see you. i learned a lot from you, so yes, i thank you for that. but you left me when i needed you most. and youre holding crash hostage. give it back and that will be our final closure.
2. you are the sweetest. and i always see you and think youre so cute. i sometimes think you dont like me. i wish i didnt make mistakes. i wish i could please you always. i dont know if you trust me fully, but you can. i like being there for you. i would make phone calls for you any day. dont give up on me, please, cause i really do need you. you are gorgeous, so stop thinking otherwise!
3. i wish i could tell you to back away. but i am afraid you will have to learn this one on your own. ive been there before. i see myself in you and i know the brutal ending. you are blinded by it all. and its ok to be. just be careful. i wish for you the best, always. you are cute and innocent and we love you for that. you have the biggest heart.
4. you are a bastard. lets meet in a computer lab and be awkward again, pleeease. GAH. you are a bastard.
5. i have missed you so much. all i need is to see you. you amaze me with your sweetness. it scares me to think that i could see myself with you forever. but i wont tell you that. nope. im afraid that you will be the one that got away. you are adorable. you tease me and make fun, you piss me off by making me wait, but it secretly makes me want like you more. ive been told not to get my hopes up. but my hopes are up. way up. please dont let me fall. i want you.
6. so...you have a girlfriend? hmm. this makes no matter to me, its just surprising. its really awkward, our relationship. and i still cant figure out why exactly i did it. youre cute, but youre not real. im sure you will be something great in life, youve just had some screw-ups along the way. well, big screw-ups. but if you can overcome that, you can overcome anything. and im sure you will. you are. im not gonna lie, it all was fun.
7. no, we're not sisters, though people may think so. our worlds are so completely different, but somehow they come together. you teach me about life and i dont feel intelligent enough for you. but we have fun being goofy. i dont even remember how we became friends? all i know is that one day we just started dancing together...and suddenly we were choreographing things to mr. m's great gatsby music and mental disorders. you never caused me to do anything, you were just the beautiful person on the other end of the phone to hear about it.
8. it annoys me that i am a little disregarded. we pretend that nothing changed, but something did. i dont understand though. i still love you. i just wish i was part of it all. and im not and that hurts. but know that ive had a ton of fun with you. i guess i just miss everything.
9. we are a duality. theres no other way to describe us. i can read you no matter what and you know it...and i think it pisses you off sometimes. haha. we're funny together. we have big dreams. oh, and big plans. yesss. im sorry i kept the secret from you for so long, but i was scared. i like that i am completely honest with you now. i thank you for your understanding, always. we have some of the greatest memories ever and i cherish them. you will always be my sister.
10. i love you, friend. i hope you know that. you make me smile and i can tell you anything. i like to poke your muscles when im drunk because im an idiot...but youre the one who likes to show off. you have issues, but i wont ever let you fail. you dont scare me. i am here for you. you will remain my favorite big spoon ever and i hope i was a good little spoon. i will miss you so much over the summer, but we will reunite when school starts and have tons of fun as usual. and you can help me hang upside down on the hall pipes haha.