maybe things aren't as they seem...

MAN FASTING begins today

this is what im doing.  whos joining me?

P.S. i want to punch valentines day in the face. 
this week will be amazing when its over.  damn all the commercials
but im prepared.  i have ice cream.

i get a working phone on monday!!!

so happy to have contact with the world again.
cingular raises my bar daily. 

My phone is still not working.

If you try to call/text me, I'm not ignoring you.  It's just that I never get any calls because the phone tells me I have no service anywhere.

Thank you Cingular, for not raising the bar.  I'm pissed.

Now to write a paper thats due in a few hours.  ahhhhhh

realization and heartbreak are the most awful things ive ever experienced. 
i just want it to be over - this feeling of hope and the letdown that always follows. 
youd think i wouldve learned by now.

im tired
im exhausted, in fact.

now, i want to be your friend.  but please nothing more.  not if it means more hurt.  ive experienced that enough.
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dont worry. youll get home safe. ill be your DSF.

designated single friend.

orchids.

i think im going out tonight.  what the hell am i thinking.

if i could, id take the chance to do it all over again.

what if it all means something...

worry is a waste of the imagination.