lilium_dreams
May 07, 2008 04:45
She finds herself alone in the dark
loneliness sets in, suffocating.
Leaving her bewildered, she's always
sought out solitude, and basked in it.
Never once thought she would
feel painfully lonely, never ending
loneliness, without a cure she'll
never be rid of it. Caused by
the void that can never be filled.
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lilium_dreams
Feb 22, 2008 22:13
she sits staring blankly
the emptiness inside aches
she fills it with her anger
so she dosen't have to feel
the pain of the growing hole
left from his departure
always shelling out anger
she won't admit her pain.
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lilium_dreams
Feb 22, 2008 04:46
This is how I work threw my feelings...
Nights are always the hardest
her thoughts wonder
she drowns herself in tears
wiping them away
she consumes more
and more anger
like a poison
each day becoming
angrier and angrier
she loses herself
among the hate and anger
she fades away
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lilium_dreams
Oct 12, 2006 16:01
I feel like I'm falling.
Spiraling down a never ending hole.
I reach out trying to grab hold
of anything but nothing is in reach.
It's rather upsetting
Cause I really want
To touch the sky
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lilium_dreams
Aug 24, 2005 22:35
And I hate these lies
creatied by this constant
insecurity of my mind.
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lilium_dreams
Aug 20, 2005 21:33
Lets close our eyes
Make belive we have
everything and never
shall we cry again.
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lilium_dreams
Aug 09, 2005 02:22
I sit here in dark
shivering as i pull
the razor blade
across my goose bump
covered flesh
and watch as
the warm blood
flows from
the cut, And
I enjoy it
tiny red cuts line
my flesh hidden
under clothes so
no one will see because
no one will understand
how could they
they don't know
what It's like to be me
how I feel inside
i hurt inside
i'm only
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lilium_dreams
Aug 09, 2005 02:20
I feel alone
I hurt, pain fills me
and no one cares
they only cause more
the pain's growing
always growing
I'm alone
alone with the pain
I want it to end
but it doesn't
it keeps growing
consuming me
I'm alone
No one understands
No one gets me
I'm so alone
I wouldn't
be missed
not one bit
why do I stay
only to find more pain
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lilium_dreams
Aug 09, 2005 02:17
I am alone
Always alone
I live in solitude
It's all that I know
It's all that I'm given
No one cares about me
So I sit here alone
In my solitude
Will I be alone forever
Well I'm sure used to it
Solitude I know it well
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