j to the l - o
yes i have lately been under the influence of possibly the most unartistic music ever made. j lo, beyonce, etc. etc. and after a weekend so full of great music and musicians - but there's a time and a place...
so i played flag football tonight and again came to the realization that i am way too competetive. it was fun though and not too hot.
the weather has been quite lovely lately - esp. in the mornings and evenings when the sun is not beaming down and the wind is blowing and it's a bit cooler than what i've been used to all summer. fall -- what a spectacular season.
i am not one to give false hope, right? but i do believe i have been doing so the past couple of evenings. i guess i just have to stop hanging out in order to get the point across that i am not interested in anything other than friendship... which just sucks because i was so excited about the friends deal and now i can see that was not his primary intention. too bad. hasn't he heard from the centenary gossip train my recent romantic past... doesn't he know i'm tainted goods? well someone should tell him so i don't have to. i'm terrible!
my room is a total disaster right now. i brought in some more pictures and clothes and things and they are now strewn across my room in hopes that i will get tired of the mess and put things away. hasn't happened yet and i'm looking at a busy second half of the week so i don't know if that'll get accomplished until sunday or so.
so i played flag football tonight and again came to the realization that i am way too competetive. it was fun though and not too hot.
the weather has been quite lovely lately - esp. in the mornings and evenings when the sun is not beaming down and the wind is blowing and it's a bit cooler than what i've been used to all summer. fall -- what a spectacular season.
i am not one to give false hope, right? but i do believe i have been doing so the past couple of evenings. i guess i just have to stop hanging out in order to get the point across that i am not interested in anything other than friendship... which just sucks because i was so excited about the friends deal and now i can see that was not his primary intention. too bad. hasn't he heard from the centenary gossip train my recent romantic past... doesn't he know i'm tainted goods? well someone should tell him so i don't have to. i'm terrible!
my room is a total disaster right now. i brought in some more pictures and clothes and things and they are now strewn across my room in hopes that i will get tired of the mess and put things away. hasn't happened yet and i'm looking at a busy second half of the week so i don't know if that'll get accomplished until sunday or so.