In need of: desperate amounts of sleep.
I don't know why, but I just feel like this month is going to totally suck. Zinna's anniversity is coming up quickly, that's going to just hit everyone like it did last year, probably even worse & the Wiz is just stressing me out & work is getting really annoying & gymnastics is just stressful. And my birthday is at the end of the month. Um. Yay? I don't even think I'll have the energy to do anything on my birthday and it's also that accepella night thing that I really want to go to.
I didn't find out until tOdAy about this matinee show for wiz on Saturday. I was more ticked off by the fact that I thought I wouldn't be able to get my money back from the meet, but thank god I did... That would have been a good $90 down the freaking drain. I was scheduled to compete at 1, but now, I guess that's a lost cause because of the show. My coaches can put me in the earlier session, sitll competiting my level with all girls that are a level lower, but, I don't want to risk not making the show because New Image gymnastics does everything ass-ways backwards. I don't know, this is always my favorite meet of the year to go to because it's so much fun. So, now, it's decided. Since I can't absolutely cannot go to Heartland Classic the 17th, more than likly, I'm missing all of that Saturday rehearsal the 10th. Which in a few ways suck majorally. That's the bIgGeSt rehearsal like ever, on that rehearsal schedule.. But ya know, I need a meet to qualify to states with. All I need is one meet, I'm confident I can do this. I mean, I do have a lot of work to do, but I'm sure I can do this in one meet...Hopefully. I'm not really mad anymore about the matinee since I got my money back.. It should prove to be fun...I'm getting so sick of this music, it's so sad, but I am. It's fun to play & all but I can't wait till we get the cast involved. Hell week though is going to kick my ass in more ways than one. I don't really know why I'm stressed about this show; I think I'm just overreacting. If anything, I should be more confident 'cause most of the parts are easy for me to play, there's nothing insanely hard. I have harder band music, haha, which I didn't expect from the get-go.
I don't know why going staight from school to work to gymnastics is so stressful for me. It doesn't sound too tiring, but in all reality, it kills me. If I was home afterschool, I wouldn't be taking a nap, I'd be craaming to do all my homework, so I don't really get it.
I went to practice for an hour tonight. I walked into work & everyonee knew I wasn't feeling well so, working was kind of sucky. But I had good girls today, and all my kids showed up for gymnastics. I even got a newbie, and it turns out her mom is Ms. Scmitt-Harvey or whatever her face is spelled. Her daughter is an angel. I am absolutely in love with her; she's so cute & actually, a really good gymnast. She told me she did gymnastics for 3 weeks before coming to Gold Medal.. Her arms are jacked! I love that class, and even though I didn't feel well, theymust have all known because they behavhed really well & were really good overall, today. It put me in a good mood. I only got to go to beam at practice. But my beam was rockin! My backhandsprings have never been so good. I landed every single one I did, and without wobbles. Hah! Funny. That never happens. I did some line drills on floor & then decided I didn't have the engery to tumble and went home.
I haaaaate missing school because of all the work I have to make up. I've never been so overwhelmed with work. I still am not ffeeling great, defintely not up to full speed yet. I haven't eaten though in what, four days, so that may be why. I still don't feel like I can eat. Chorus was defintely though the worst today because I just couldn't stay standing and singing, psh, forget it. I just can't do it all yet and I'm not pushing myself. Not this month...there's too much going on this month for my immune system to pretty much fail... again. haha
I didn't find out until tOdAy about this matinee show for wiz on Saturday. I was more ticked off by the fact that I thought I wouldn't be able to get my money back from the meet, but thank god I did... That would have been a good $90 down the freaking drain. I was scheduled to compete at 1, but now, I guess that's a lost cause because of the show. My coaches can put me in the earlier session, sitll competiting my level with all girls that are a level lower, but, I don't want to risk not making the show because New Image gymnastics does everything ass-ways backwards. I don't know, this is always my favorite meet of the year to go to because it's so much fun. So, now, it's decided. Since I can't absolutely cannot go to Heartland Classic the 17th, more than likly, I'm missing all of that Saturday rehearsal the 10th. Which in a few ways suck majorally. That's the bIgGeSt rehearsal like ever, on that rehearsal schedule.. But ya know, I need a meet to qualify to states with. All I need is one meet, I'm confident I can do this. I mean, I do have a lot of work to do, but I'm sure I can do this in one meet...Hopefully. I'm not really mad anymore about the matinee since I got my money back.. It should prove to be fun...I'm getting so sick of this music, it's so sad, but I am. It's fun to play & all but I can't wait till we get the cast involved. Hell week though is going to kick my ass in more ways than one. I don't really know why I'm stressed about this show; I think I'm just overreacting. If anything, I should be more confident 'cause most of the parts are easy for me to play, there's nothing insanely hard. I have harder band music, haha, which I didn't expect from the get-go.
I don't know why going staight from school to work to gymnastics is so stressful for me. It doesn't sound too tiring, but in all reality, it kills me. If I was home afterschool, I wouldn't be taking a nap, I'd be craaming to do all my homework, so I don't really get it.
I went to practice for an hour tonight. I walked into work & everyonee knew I wasn't feeling well so, working was kind of sucky. But I had good girls today, and all my kids showed up for gymnastics. I even got a newbie, and it turns out her mom is Ms. Scmitt-Harvey or whatever her face is spelled. Her daughter is an angel. I am absolutely in love with her; she's so cute & actually, a really good gymnast. She told me she did gymnastics for 3 weeks before coming to Gold Medal.. Her arms are jacked! I love that class, and even though I didn't feel well, theymust have all known because they behavhed really well & were really good overall, today. It put me in a good mood. I only got to go to beam at practice. But my beam was rockin! My backhandsprings have never been so good. I landed every single one I did, and without wobbles. Hah! Funny. That never happens. I did some line drills on floor & then decided I didn't have the engery to tumble and went home.
I haaaaate missing school because of all the work I have to make up. I've never been so overwhelmed with work. I still am not ffeeling great, defintely not up to full speed yet. I haven't eaten though in what, four days, so that may be why. I still don't feel like I can eat. Chorus was defintely though the worst today because I just couldn't stay standing and singing, psh, forget it. I just can't do it all yet and I'm not pushing myself. Not this month...there's too much going on this month for my immune system to pretty much fail... again. haha