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[lilgrosx18]

i think its time for another update. im feeling mixed emotions and i need to get it out in the open.

at night, before i go to sleep, i think about life and what will become of the friendships i have and the friendships that are going to develop through out highschool. I think about how i want forever to last with me and pj. so many things run

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[x3heartbrokenx3]

I know what you mean. Sometimes i wish i could just be 18 and on my own, but then when i truly think about it, im scared shitless to be on my own. My biggest fear is loosing my friends. I mean i will have just spent 4 amazing years with my friends & now we are all expected to part & go our seperate ways? That truly scares me. When i hear people talk about how they only talk to a select few from high school, i get scared. And like high school is when you truly "grow up". So we will have all grown up with each other, been there through the good & the bad & now are leaving each other? And youre right..at our age we may think that we really know what life is like but we dont. I mean when we get older life is going to be so different. Our prioities are going to be rearranged, things that mean so much to us now could mean nothing to us 10 years from now. I agree that school does not prepare you for the real world. I mean we have teachers by our side guiding us all throughout school, yet when you get older youre on your own. You wont have that person to help you out. I remember being young & always wondering what i was going to be like when i was this age. And its truthfully not what i expected at all. I mean of course i love my friends & all but under all of that are strong emotions. I mean when youre little you dont understand the whole aspect of things, but now you do. Things hurt a lot more now than they ever did. Wow your entry really made me think about a lot of things. I love you Nicole Gros. My UBER<3

-Jennifer-

[googinsnock89]

well you typed alot. haha.

yea i just read that too. now i have to think.

I mean. everything has changed so much in the last year. for me at least. but you know. like. jenn you werent friends with us. and now your like. bffl. or shit. lol. but like. if i leave. i want everyone to come with you know. so i dont forget everything weve had in the past.

and i think this is cool that ribbon thing. but i cant do it.

[x3heartbrokenx3]

lol yeah...things have definately changed so much just within like a few months. I mean wow i only just started hanging out with you guys and we have become so close.

-Jennifer-