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Well...this week started off bad after the fight i got into with someone on sunday night...things are ok with the 3 of us now that just comes to show that when people mess around and arent serious at any point that it can really hurt someone and make them angry... so i'm glad things are ok with that
uhm..yesterdays game stunk im so tired of my team...i'm about a day away from quiting...i know that i have games that i dont play very well...everyone does of course but when its game after game after game your not there your heart isnt in the game... i got extremely angry and ended up breaking a promise to someone that will forever hold a special place in my life but it doesnt matter cuz that person probably doesnt recall the promise...its just the kind of person i am i dont like to break promises so that hung hard on me last night and made me quite upset i'm feeling much better about that though...not sure if i want to play soccer anymore...my knees really bothering me ive got so many medications and the knee brace act is getting really old i'm so over wearing it
today we started exams...i think it did awsome in anatomy and well of course ECE III is a complete breeze and i had no problem on that one the one im affraid for is psychology tomorrow ive studied my butt off but i still struggle in that class :o\ thats the only class i'm honestly worried about...all i can do now is pray about it i studied and will continue to study tomorrow until 5th period.
Church tonight was wonderful...i'm kinda sad because everyones leaving for Brazil Friday...me Jennie Rach S. and Jessie are basically the only ones that arent going just about anyone else you name is going I'm gunna miss them like crazy!!! I definatly wont forget to pray for them EVERY night from now til they are safe and sound back!!! I'm thinking about doing local missions I'm rather excited because they said we would use a lot of the skits from the Brazil trip and they are so good even though I've only seen 2 they are great! Oh yeah I'm doing judgement house...I decided not to take up a big drama part but I'm gunna be in scene 2 so I'm excited :O) Tonight made me realize why I've been so stressed out I've been holding everything in i knew that i was but i'm tired of people saying that I want everyone to feel bad for me thats not it what so ever this is just where i put how i feel and whats been going on
but its getting kinda late and i'm still sick and need my rest to feel better and pass my exam so I'm going to read my bible say my prayers and get some sleep...
Thanks to those who have been there this week the week that i thought i was going to explode...BTW I pray for someone every night in hopes that things in their life is going a lot better
uhm..yesterdays game stunk im so tired of my team...i'm about a day away from quiting...i know that i have games that i dont play very well...everyone does of course but when its game after game after game your not there your heart isnt in the game... i got extremely angry and ended up breaking a promise to someone that will forever hold a special place in my life but it doesnt matter cuz that person probably doesnt recall the promise...its just the kind of person i am i dont like to break promises so that hung hard on me last night and made me quite upset i'm feeling much better about that though...not sure if i want to play soccer anymore...my knees really bothering me ive got so many medications and the knee brace act is getting really old i'm so over wearing it
today we started exams...i think it did awsome in anatomy and well of course ECE III is a complete breeze and i had no problem on that one the one im affraid for is psychology tomorrow ive studied my butt off but i still struggle in that class :o\ thats the only class i'm honestly worried about...all i can do now is pray about it i studied and will continue to study tomorrow until 5th period.
Church tonight was wonderful...i'm kinda sad because everyones leaving for Brazil Friday...me Jennie Rach S. and Jessie are basically the only ones that arent going just about anyone else you name is going I'm gunna miss them like crazy!!! I definatly wont forget to pray for them EVERY night from now til they are safe and sound back!!! I'm thinking about doing local missions I'm rather excited because they said we would use a lot of the skits from the Brazil trip and they are so good even though I've only seen 2 they are great! Oh yeah I'm doing judgement house...I decided not to take up a big drama part but I'm gunna be in scene 2 so I'm excited :O) Tonight made me realize why I've been so stressed out I've been holding everything in i knew that i was but i'm tired of people saying that I want everyone to feel bad for me thats not it what so ever this is just where i put how i feel and whats been going on
but its getting kinda late and i'm still sick and need my rest to feel better and pass my exam so I'm going to read my bible say my prayers and get some sleep...
Thanks to those who have been there this week the week that i thought i was going to explode...BTW I pray for someone every night in hopes that things in their life is going a lot better