Sep 01, 2005 11:54
Today is September 1st. I am sitting on my side porch and a light breeze is blowing. I can hear the rustles of the leaves, the birds, the summer bugs, and yes the traffic coming down South Street. I'm wearing bag shorts, an old t-shirt that used to be my Dad's, and no shoes, thank you.
For the past months, ( maybe it's been years now, I don't know) I've consistently worried, analyzed, examined, censored, and monitored everything about life. Right though now I'm calm. I went to bed worrying and wondering, I woke up worrying and wondering, but right now- I feel okay.
I remember an Anne Frank quote about the renewing spirit of nature. I couldn't agree with her more fully.