hmm things change
man im so extremely frusterated ... with school for one, i missed a day and a half this week cuz im just fed up with everyone .... art well thats a fucking disaster in itself .. but grrr omg ppl are so annoying, but you know what im so different these days i dunno if its cuz im too down to be my happy funny self i used to love, or if i just broken into another person, well which ever it is it isnt cool at all i loved it when i was goofy and hyper and had some type of voice to my personality but not nemore .. now all i can do is snap on ppl for no reason, but i actually started talking to some ppl at where we stand cuz im lost, last year i had a lot of people break away from me and i was confuzzled if i did nething or if they did or if it was just one of those things, either way, i don't feel connected to some ppl i used to call my best friends ... it sucks too ... cuz ya know the more you dont talk the easier it is to keep doing the same thing like not talking to eachother ... drifting further and further away ig ... well I dunno if it helped ne .... but some ppl i haven't done that too cuz i don't wanna be like giving them a bad impression like i think down on them or something cuz thats not it ... but like ig i don't wanna make things weirder than they already have become i dunno .. im fucking coward that's why .... a conflict would just come up neways with some ppl cuz it just seems to find me .... but whatever i don't like who i growing into ... /sigh ... oh yeah speaking of emotes .. Final Fantasy XI has gotten sooooo frusterating man ... why the hell did i choose to be a theif WHY!? godd ... i wanna play but at same time i dont imsuch a freaking n00b it aint even funnie forreal .... i partied for the first time the other night it was horrible ... ppl stopped fighting and my person set to autorun im like WTF ... and i stopped and the thing killed me it wasnt cool and i kept getting killed trying to go back to my party cuz my homepoint was not set there its like grrrrrrrrrrrr .....!!!! and they finally dropped me cuz i sucked hahah no cuz i couldnt get back cuz i was too fucking weak .. but god damn ... i dunno nemore ....
~Kt~ the crazy one.
~Kt~ the crazy one.