grrrrrrr!!

[lilgigglez17]

Okay, i'm still fucking pissed off from last night, let me spell it out for you, first I was talking to Adam, cool right? cuz hello Adam is like awesome, but then he was gunna call me back cuz he was gunna shave or some shit and my dad is like 15min its 10 im like yup tats right he was like i hope he aint calling u back tonite i was like um yes he is ... and he did or watever, and my dad was like i needed to get off the phone but then I didn't want to or whatever and man that phonecall was funnie too ... grrr ... dude fell off his chair haha i was like omfg lmao! okay neways ... my dad comes out shouting at me i was sooo embarssed!!!!! he was like WHAT DID U THINK I WAS KIDDING BEFORE WHEN I TOLD YOU TO SAY GOODBYE AND HE WAS LIKE HANG UP AND STUFF and i was like i gotta go and then Adamz had just woke up or watever not that it matters i should not have a time limit i mean fine it was late, but i was not tired so watever ... and grrr ...!! then ten mins later he storms out here (my dad) and he was like WHAT EXACTALLY ARE YOU DOING ON HERE? (the puter) I was like im printing my paper deng ... and he was like accusing me of playing games when there was clearly a word doc up im like omfg u fucking idiot .... neways ... he was like that i can't get phonecalls after 10pm and that i have to get offline at like 11pm and shit ... im like this is freaking gay i alwayse stay up late he was like not nemore and that i can not sleep in nemore i cant hide out in my room that i gotta start helping out around the house ... and i shouted at him bout im 18 and to stop treating me like a child and he played some BS about im living in his house so its gunna be his rules, and my mom was even mad at him too, but she thinks i am alwayse tense and have an attitude problem too, so apprently im like the screw up in this family .... and my friend was suppose to come up this weekend but noooo apprently my plans that was planned two weeks in advance, has to be canceled now cuz we have to go out with my grandma, its fucking bullshit, how do they expect me to go out if they never let me do nething around here ....!!! I was sooo pissed off i was like crying my eyes out and shit and my eyes were like super red and puffy it was so ugly especially if i laughed or something omg it was like ahhhhhh run away! and then today my eyes were burning like a bitch man!!!!! I was like ah make it stop .... and i had some weird dream i dunno who i was talking to either, but dreamboy was like laughing at me and shit ... im like wat are u doing here and then i turend around and snapped on someone i was like "Okay let me get this straight, so you can be a boyfriend, but you can't be a friend!" and then ahhh so much drama man!!!! can someone literally shoot me in the head im not strong enough to do it myself ...... lucky no body imed me when that happened to cuz if im having trust issues with you i would have said something wrong forreal, that's a lot of ppl too ... they just don't know it .... its more like i dont trust myself not that i dont trust them but my sheet of trust is starting over cuz i dunno what im doing nemore and i dont know who the fuck Kt is either ... you people shouldn't be her friend, last yr when i wasn't nearly this stressed/depressed i scared guys away too bad some of the gurls werent scared away no seriously i dunno how many ppl told me that they were afraid to say hi to me, or that they were too scared to approach me i mean WTF people! I don't even know where half of them was coming from ... that's the male race for ya' but yeah i dunno if they was scared of my stress level or that i was gunna get mad at them or what, but meah .. whatever ... i better go, gotta get the hell out this house thats for sure i got two papers due tommrow im shocked i finished too ... and then one tommrow then one the day after that now, and then thursday should be fun cuz food and party and Roemer isnt rly being a punk nemore, but conferences is gunna ruin that day, and Friday my dad took off ... OH JOY ... welll gunna go TRY to get some sleep ... wish i didn't ever have to wake up tho ... not till the summer time ... welps neone wanna do something feel free to drag me along with u ... gr neways bye bye ...!!!

~Kt~ the crazy one.