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[Dec. 28th, 2004|01:44 pm]
[ mood | recumbent ]
[ music | sunday morning~maroon 5 ]
secretly broken
dreams are
wishes that wont come tru
secrets that wont be told
lives that we wish we had
hopes that are lost
reality is fiction
wishing dreaming living
wish the world was a dream were living the broken dream
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[Dec. 26th, 2004|09:13 pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | greese lightning ]
today is the day after xmas and i ope eveyone got want they wanted, i unfortunetly didnt, but i am happy anyway maybe next year or on my b day
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|10:14 am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | soundtrack from the broadway hit "WICKED" ]
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE MY TWISTED LITTLE FABLE I WROTE IN MR. BATT'S ENGLISH CLASS, SO HERE IT GOES...
THE UNKNOWING PRINCESS
A YOUNG PRINCESS WAS FLUTTERING THROUGH
HER BEAUTIFUL GARDEN--WHEN SHE CAME TO
AN APPLE TREE, THAT WAS UGLY AND BEGUILE
SUCH A THING SHE CONSIDERED VILE.
THE APPLES WERE AS BRUISED AS MEN ON A BATTLE FEILD
AS SHE MOVED TO CUT IT DOWN, SOMETHING MADE HER YEILD
A PRECIOUS APPLE, FIT FOR THE GODS, CAUGHT HER EYE
THEN SHE ANNOUNCED, "THAT APPLE IS SURLY MINE."
THE APPLE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND RED AS SUCH
NOTHING LIKE THAT TREE AND ITS UNBEARABLE BUNCH
SHE BIT THE APPLE AND TO HER SURPRISE
POISON WORMS LURKED INSIDE
SHE DIED INSTANT WITH THAT APPLE SHE CHERISHED
NOT KNOWING IT WOULD MAKE HER PERISH
THE PRINCESS AMDE A HORRIBLE MISTAKE
HER LIFE WAS THE COST HER LIFE IT DID TAKE
ONLY IF SHE KNOWN, THE APPLE SHE WOULD NOT HAVE DISCOVERED,
NOT TO JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER
THE END~
SO WHAT DO U THINK?
BEFORE I GO I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE AN ANALOGY WITH EVEYONE...
RALPH NADER IS STILL HERE, BUT UNNOTICED, LIKE THE PERIOD AFTER THE DR. IN DR. PEPPER. (WRITTEN BY wAYNE gOODE FROM MADISON, ALABAMA)
AND HERE IS ANOTHER...
LONG SEPERATED BY CRUEL FATE, THE STAR-CROSSED LOVERS RACED ACROSS THE GRASSY FEILD TOWARD EACHOTHER LIKE TWO FREIGHT TRAINS, ONE HAVING LEFT CLEVAND AT 6:36 P.M. TRAVELING AT 55MPH, THE OTHER FROM TOPEKA AT 4:19 P.M. AT A SPEED OF 35 MPH (WRITTEN BY jENIFER hART OF ARLINGTON)
BEFORE I GO I WOULD LIKE TO SAY FOR ONE LAST TIME, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I CHANGED MY EMAIL IT IS NOW...
LILEMOBOI@HOTMAIL.COM
LUV, PEACE, AND CHICKEN GREASE,
~dAnyEaL
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|01:50 pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | I WILL REMEMBER YOU... ]
well it is almost christmas and i hope everyone has someone to spend it with.
i was looking through my yearbook that i got recently (from 2004) and i started to cry.
i was thinking that next year that is going to be me and everyone else, at prom, graduation. than the thought came to me, when we walk we will be walking on our own individual paths maybe to never see eachother aagain.
i dont want that to happen there are so many people i dont want to lose, that i dont want to forget and i dont want to go, but i kno it has to happen.
and when it does i kno i am going to be a wreck and i just hope when i cry it wont ruin my makeup. lol!
i am going to write a poem and it is going to be called "to my class" and i hope mrs. apollo can put it in the year book our senior year.
i just want to say that i will never 4 get the friends i made
i will never 4 get my two best friends who i have become inseperable from: Vanessa and KRisten.
i will never 4 get Jesus and Flynn and even MIke Roman.
i also wont forget all those ppl i had a cruch on
No matter how that nexy year and so many days till we graduate get, i want everyone in the class of 2006 to kno, that i am glad that i got to move here and be who i am and not have to put up with the shit i did in scranton, i have made best friends out of friends, friends out of enemies, and i want the chance to get to kno everyone who i will be graduating with and start a friendship that will last decades.
good times for good memories
good memories from good experirences
good experiences for a good life
with luv, friendship, and happiness
Danyeal S. Pagan Jr.
PS. HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|09:43 am]
[ mood | happy and pissed off ]
[ music | SUNDAY MORNING~ MAROON 5 ]
it is almost xmas and i am so fucking happy
i am falling in love. do u remember that guy i talked about earlier but didint say his name, well his name is Justin and he goes to ESU and he is great.
when i am with him i dont want to leave, because nothing else matters, except 4 us.
the only other time i felt this way was with John
school is going great, but i found out that there is a note or a letter or something going around about me and other stuff and i really want to go to administration with this but i cant prove it.
to all my friends luv u all and i hope we stay together 4ever and to all u homophope,shit sucking, fagit wanna be's who have no life and want to make mine a living hell he is ur future:
1.) u will end up fat, hairy and die on the toilet in ur trailer home while looking through porn.
~OR~
2.) u will end up working for me .
~OR~
3.) u will get arrested and thrown in jail for life, with out bail and fucked up the ass nightly and daily by some big musclecular guy with an anchor tattoo named bubba.
BUT HEY U HAVE TO REMAIN OPTIMISTIC.
MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:04 am]
every1 needs to read these 2 book by Christopher rice:
Snow Garden
A Density of Souls
i am reading snow garden now and it is awesome and he is also a gay author and i dont think there r that many uot there so to all those young gay writers get out there get published and be happy
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|02:41 pm]
[ mood | flamboyant ]
it is almost xmas
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|09:00 am]
yesterday was world AIDs day
i went and got tested and...
i am proud to announce I AM NEGATIVE!!
everyone out there should get tested because we are all positive until proven guilty and you can never know
AIDs is the wepon of mass destruction
try this:
take your hand and place it over your heart
now count 7 heart beats
every seven beats is someone out there being infected with AIDs
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|08:59 am]
Chalk
On the shelf in an Office Max store
Sitting in the box with all your friends
Waiting to be bought
The moment comes
It’s finally arrived
Your time for a new life
But where?
In a school, an office
Or just maybe,
In a child’s hand
As he writes on the black paved dive way
What happens when that child doesn’t put you back?
You don’t return to your special place,
In that nice warm box
Do you know you’re lost?
Do you know you’re alone?
Finally, you return home,
But do you really know the difference?
A question without an answer?
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new poem [Dec. 1st, 2004|09:01 am]
[ mood | thankful ]
It’s the Thought That Counts
Just when you think no one cares
When you feel so invisible
And that your life has no meaning
When you just wanna give up
And want to end it
One person yells across field
“Hey want a ride?”
One person
One person to change your thoughts
One person shows they care
And then you think, life might be worth living
So you end up tossing and turning
As you try to fall asleep
You sit up and think,
If this person never showed they cared
Could you have ended it?
By Daniel S. Pagan
i wrote this after i got a ride from a girl who changed everything for me, thanx Austin, you showed me true friendship and caring
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|08:38 am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | rumors~Linsday Lohan ]
well my life is a living hell a teacher today saw aomething that i didnt think was noticable and she talked to me about it but i dont kno
my week was great here is what i did:
Thursday ;went to work and workede my ass off and was tipped 103$ b/w the 4 waitresses
Friday:
woke up at 5AM!!! and went to Walmart with my gaurdian then over to Kmart then home. after went to target then got stuck in traffic and got home went to bed got up at 4pm got ready for work
saturday and sunday: nothing
MOnday
so boring just stayed in bed and watched soap operas ~what fun
i got all my christmas shopping done.
i got my 3 friends (Vanessa Kristen, and Jesus) gifts and every one else i am giving cards and a candycane, except for this one no good jackass rotten son of a bitch who needs to drop off the face of the earth and suffer eternal torment for an eternity backstabbing prick who i hate with more passion then anything in the world>> i am giving this fucking asshole who i wish gets arrested and thrown in a jail cell with some big burly guy named bubba who is infected with aids and who fucks him merciless up the ass, a card that says "i hope u die, with my undying hatred: Daniel S. Pagan"
what do u think?
[ mood | recumbent ]
[ music | sunday morning~maroon 5 ]
secretly broken
dreams are
wishes that wont come tru
secrets that wont be told
lives that we wish we had
hopes that are lost
reality is fiction
wishing dreaming living
wish the world was a dream were living the broken dream
link post comment
[Dec. 26th, 2004|09:13 pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | greese lightning ]
today is the day after xmas and i ope eveyone got want they wanted, i unfortunetly didnt, but i am happy anyway maybe next year or on my b day
link post comment
[Dec. 25th, 2004|10:14 am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | soundtrack from the broadway hit "WICKED" ]
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE MY TWISTED LITTLE FABLE I WROTE IN MR. BATT'S ENGLISH CLASS, SO HERE IT GOES...
THE UNKNOWING PRINCESS
A YOUNG PRINCESS WAS FLUTTERING THROUGH
HER BEAUTIFUL GARDEN--WHEN SHE CAME TO
AN APPLE TREE, THAT WAS UGLY AND BEGUILE
SUCH A THING SHE CONSIDERED VILE.
THE APPLES WERE AS BRUISED AS MEN ON A BATTLE FEILD
AS SHE MOVED TO CUT IT DOWN, SOMETHING MADE HER YEILD
A PRECIOUS APPLE, FIT FOR THE GODS, CAUGHT HER EYE
THEN SHE ANNOUNCED, "THAT APPLE IS SURLY MINE."
THE APPLE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND RED AS SUCH
NOTHING LIKE THAT TREE AND ITS UNBEARABLE BUNCH
SHE BIT THE APPLE AND TO HER SURPRISE
POISON WORMS LURKED INSIDE
SHE DIED INSTANT WITH THAT APPLE SHE CHERISHED
NOT KNOWING IT WOULD MAKE HER PERISH
THE PRINCESS AMDE A HORRIBLE MISTAKE
HER LIFE WAS THE COST HER LIFE IT DID TAKE
ONLY IF SHE KNOWN, THE APPLE SHE WOULD NOT HAVE DISCOVERED,
NOT TO JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER
THE END~
SO WHAT DO U THINK?
BEFORE I GO I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE AN ANALOGY WITH EVEYONE...
RALPH NADER IS STILL HERE, BUT UNNOTICED, LIKE THE PERIOD AFTER THE DR. IN DR. PEPPER. (WRITTEN BY wAYNE gOODE FROM MADISON, ALABAMA)
AND HERE IS ANOTHER...
LONG SEPERATED BY CRUEL FATE, THE STAR-CROSSED LOVERS RACED ACROSS THE GRASSY FEILD TOWARD EACHOTHER LIKE TWO FREIGHT TRAINS, ONE HAVING LEFT CLEVAND AT 6:36 P.M. TRAVELING AT 55MPH, THE OTHER FROM TOPEKA AT 4:19 P.M. AT A SPEED OF 35 MPH (WRITTEN BY jENIFER hART OF ARLINGTON)
BEFORE I GO I WOULD LIKE TO SAY FOR ONE LAST TIME, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I CHANGED MY EMAIL IT IS NOW...
LILEMOBOI@HOTMAIL.COM
LUV, PEACE, AND CHICKEN GREASE,
~dAnyEaL
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|01:50 pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | I WILL REMEMBER YOU... ]
well it is almost christmas and i hope everyone has someone to spend it with.
i was looking through my yearbook that i got recently (from 2004) and i started to cry.
i was thinking that next year that is going to be me and everyone else, at prom, graduation. than the thought came to me, when we walk we will be walking on our own individual paths maybe to never see eachother aagain.
i dont want that to happen there are so many people i dont want to lose, that i dont want to forget and i dont want to go, but i kno it has to happen.
and when it does i kno i am going to be a wreck and i just hope when i cry it wont ruin my makeup. lol!
i am going to write a poem and it is going to be called "to my class" and i hope mrs. apollo can put it in the year book our senior year.
i just want to say that i will never 4 get the friends i made
i will never 4 get my two best friends who i have become inseperable from: Vanessa and KRisten.
i will never 4 get Jesus and Flynn and even MIke Roman.
i also wont forget all those ppl i had a cruch on
No matter how that nexy year and so many days till we graduate get, i want everyone in the class of 2006 to kno, that i am glad that i got to move here and be who i am and not have to put up with the shit i did in scranton, i have made best friends out of friends, friends out of enemies, and i want the chance to get to kno everyone who i will be graduating with and start a friendship that will last decades.
good times for good memories
good memories from good experirences
good experiences for a good life
with luv, friendship, and happiness
Danyeal S. Pagan Jr.
PS. HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|09:43 am]
[ mood | happy and pissed off ]
[ music | SUNDAY MORNING~ MAROON 5 ]
it is almost xmas and i am so fucking happy
i am falling in love. do u remember that guy i talked about earlier but didint say his name, well his name is Justin and he goes to ESU and he is great.
when i am with him i dont want to leave, because nothing else matters, except 4 us.
the only other time i felt this way was with John
school is going great, but i found out that there is a note or a letter or something going around about me and other stuff and i really want to go to administration with this but i cant prove it.
to all my friends luv u all and i hope we stay together 4ever and to all u homophope,shit sucking, fagit wanna be's who have no life and want to make mine a living hell he is ur future:
1.) u will end up fat, hairy and die on the toilet in ur trailer home while looking through porn.
~OR~
2.) u will end up working for me .
~OR~
3.) u will get arrested and thrown in jail for life, with out bail and fucked up the ass nightly and daily by some big musclecular guy with an anchor tattoo named bubba.
BUT HEY U HAVE TO REMAIN OPTIMISTIC.
MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:04 am]
every1 needs to read these 2 book by Christopher rice:
Snow Garden
A Density of Souls
i am reading snow garden now and it is awesome and he is also a gay author and i dont think there r that many uot there so to all those young gay writers get out there get published and be happy
link 2 comments|post comment
[Dec. 14th, 2004|02:41 pm]
[ mood | flamboyant ]
it is almost xmas
link 1 comment|post comment
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|09:00 am]
yesterday was world AIDs day
i went and got tested and...
i am proud to announce I AM NEGATIVE!!
everyone out there should get tested because we are all positive until proven guilty and you can never know
AIDs is the wepon of mass destruction
try this:
take your hand and place it over your heart
now count 7 heart beats
every seven beats is someone out there being infected with AIDs
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|08:59 am]
Chalk
On the shelf in an Office Max store
Sitting in the box with all your friends
Waiting to be bought
The moment comes
It’s finally arrived
Your time for a new life
But where?
In a school, an office
Or just maybe,
In a child’s hand
As he writes on the black paved dive way
What happens when that child doesn’t put you back?
You don’t return to your special place,
In that nice warm box
Do you know you’re lost?
Do you know you’re alone?
Finally, you return home,
But do you really know the difference?
A question without an answer?
link post comment
new poem [Dec. 1st, 2004|09:01 am]
[ mood | thankful ]
It’s the Thought That Counts
Just when you think no one cares
When you feel so invisible
And that your life has no meaning
When you just wanna give up
And want to end it
One person yells across field
“Hey want a ride?”
One person
One person to change your thoughts
One person shows they care
And then you think, life might be worth living
So you end up tossing and turning
As you try to fall asleep
You sit up and think,
If this person never showed they cared
Could you have ended it?
By Daniel S. Pagan
i wrote this after i got a ride from a girl who changed everything for me, thanx Austin, you showed me true friendship and caring
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|08:38 am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | rumors~Linsday Lohan ]
well my life is a living hell a teacher today saw aomething that i didnt think was noticable and she talked to me about it but i dont kno
my week was great here is what i did:
Thursday ;went to work and workede my ass off and was tipped 103$ b/w the 4 waitresses
Friday:
woke up at 5AM!!! and went to Walmart with my gaurdian then over to Kmart then home. after went to target then got stuck in traffic and got home went to bed got up at 4pm got ready for work
saturday and sunday: nothing
MOnday
so boring just stayed in bed and watched soap operas ~what fun
i got all my christmas shopping done.
i got my 3 friends (Vanessa Kristen, and Jesus) gifts and every one else i am giving cards and a candycane, except for this one no good jackass rotten son of a bitch who needs to drop off the face of the earth and suffer eternal torment for an eternity backstabbing prick who i hate with more passion then anything in the world>> i am giving this fucking asshole who i wish gets arrested and thrown in a jail cell with some big burly guy named bubba who is infected with aids and who fucks him merciless up the ass, a card that says "i hope u die, with my undying hatred: Daniel S. Pagan"
what do u think?