What now?
I love her more than anything...and I support her through anything and everything and will always continue to do so. I know it has to be this way, and I know that things are going to be ok in the end. I know that the things we talked about WILL happen. I don't doubt for a second that she loves me, and I know that she would and does support me through anything and everything and anything that I would want to do. But she can't right now...and I understand that. But why am I loosing all control? Why am I in a ball on the couch feeling like the world has stopped turning? I feel so lost....