the weekend...
This weekend was so amazing. No school on Friday and then Brandon came in, in the afternoon. He is so amazing. I love that boy. He is my best friend, my soul mate, and everything in between. I wish I could be with him everyday for ever. He means the world to me, but the next afternoon I had to come back to reality and he had to go home. I miss him already, and I think I just hurt him more then I could ever imagine, cause it hurts me too. I can't be with him according to my parents and i just told him that and he has a girlfriend who he can't leave. I would do anything to be with him, I'll go against my parents for all I care. I wanna be happy, but more over I want him to be happy, and he can't be if i'm in his life. I'm just making it harder and more confusing. I wish I was away...so far away from reality kinda like it was when I was with him this weekend...except I wouldn't be with him cause although I'd be happy he wouldn't be and that means more to me. I just don't know anymore...