This is not a bruise
There it goes again my support it keeps collapsing underneath me! I dont think I can lean on it much more.
Falling over lotsa ropes that get tugged round ma feet.
Today`s just b`n hellish to say the least! I cant b your support n now ur fallin from underneath me.
fall and watch ourselves falling .... but do we actualy reach the ground... I suppose sumday , 1 day yea we will!
What can I do i thought you`d be more decent bout this but you just acted like a cunt and didnt even notice you dun it! It`s my fault but your fault to0!!
Im letting things slip away like they`d died or summit... but I dont wanna tell you all the reasons coz I already know your anwsers you dont understand why we`re here but I do you are taking it upon the total wrong reasons
FUCK OFF
EVERY1
Im totaly isolating myself coz whit the fuck is the point in tryin to open yersel up to folk who u think you`re close to when you cant coz it all crumbles when they cant handle it!
Im fucked up but that would be my fault ay yeahhh it would be my fault i cant help my m8s that i`d love to help and my family i cant help them either evry1`s on cancer beds Y the fuck do i still smoke!!!!!
There`s to0 much to take in at the same time but instead of straightening out everythings building up on me... i aint eating i aint sleeping its to0 much and I`ve got to the point where i`ve cracked im letting sum of it seep out right fuckin now but theres so much packed up into such a tight ball *stop annoyin me kids*