i dont even kno right now
man i need to write...this is actually helpin. i am so lost right now. one of my friends dropped out of skool and another one is about to do the same. yeah i dont hang out with her much at skool but still u kno it wouldnt be the same. work is so fuckin pissin me off. i and sum others from work r gunna start lookin for another job. skool is a bitch right now. i dont understand anything in geom or biology. i aint good at big words so fuck i am screwed. i have a fuckin cold right now to and that aint helpin. my mom started a job today and after this week shell never be home when i am home until nights u kno. but idk. i need to find a car and another job. but i dont wanna turn out like my sis. never goin to skool, not being able to pay for shit.u kno that kinda of stuff. basically in a shit hole. i dont even do my homework anymore. fuck it all. i need to stay in school tho. i dont really wanna go to college. i dont even kno wut i wanna do in life right now.