i am just so sick of this...u wont stop bothering me about it...ur a fuckin bitch. u need to stop cuz ur makin me go crazy...and if i go any crazier u wont wanna kno wut comes next...i kno where u live bitch so watch out...ur makin me and him fight which isnt good. i cant trust him all the way cuz of wut happened before. i want to believe him i ( Read more... )

so andrew and i have been doin really good..i have never felt like this with sumone..like as in boyfriend. i love it and i hope it stays like this for awhile. i love him so much. but everytime i think of the future with him, i just keep thinkin of his past. i just dont want it to happen again. i wanna be with him but if anything like that does ( Read more... )

so today i was in a good mood until after skool. i was talkin to andrew all day and last night, it was fun. i felt sumthing different but in a  good way. i loved it. i asked him if he would go to my concert tongiht and he was like no its gunna be lame but i told him it would be good so u better come then it seemed like he was goin to come cuz he ( Read more... )

so in English class we had to write about sumone or sumthing that ment alot to us or about someone or sumthing that we didnt like...so i wrote this...(its someone i really love but hate ( Read more... )

omg i dont kno if that was the right thing to do...wut happens if he was tellin the truth n that bitch is just startin shit...i dont want him to be out of my life. i miss him..i keep lookin at my phone to see if he called or text me. i look out the window of work into the parkin lot to see his car. i dont see it. i look over in produce and dont see ( Read more... )

so i wish we talked more. i really love u prolly more then u love me or u think i love u. i kno its to early but i do. i could talk about u all day. peeps would get sick of me but idc i love u. i think we might have started out wrong but i am glad it hasnt been worse for us. i just love u so much and dont wanna loose u.  yeah sumthings i dont like ( Read more... )

really this is pissin me off...if feels like u dont even care about me...ever since it all started u havent really showed how much u care about me. i am the one that really cares about u. i am the one that basically does it  all. wut have u done for me..while took me out to eat. not that good buddy. wut have i done for u..tell u how much i love u ( Read more... )

so i never get to see him anymore. i am missin him all the time i wanna call him but i dont kno wut to say. we r growin apart from each other. i dont want that. i try to talk to him sumtimes but it doesnt help i always find sumthing to get mad at him about. wtf y do i do that. i hate that. i thought this summer i could see him more but so far it ( Read more... )

i dont even kno who i am anymore...shit i have never known..am i ever gunna find out???idk..this shit is happenin again.i thought it was over but no..its not. i hate myself. i am so fuckin stupid. i get pissed so much..half the time i dont even kno y.  i dont ever wanna be here. my family is so must up ( Read more... )

man i need to write...this is actually helpin. i am so lost right now. one of my friends dropped out of skool and another one is about to do the same. yeah i dont hang out with her much at skool but still u kno it wouldnt be the same. work is so fuckin pissin me off. i and sum others from work r gunna start lookin for another job. skool is a bitch ( Read more... )