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i think ill go shoot myself in the face now
since practically everyone hates me except angel and brittany and hannah.
its like everytime i msg someone, say hi to people in school, or just look at an old picture, i feel shitty
and i seem so just care about what everyone says now
everytime i talk to people, they make me feel like im not worthy for anything
most of them are older than me and are harboring old hatrid that has meant to be dropped
some of them are actually the best friends i ever had.
and some of them are the people that i care for the most, or at least thought i did
a few comments on my lj brought me all back to that, but im kind of happy for it
becuase i need a good reality slap
:( sigh
back to the same old shit again, i guess?
ill just try to like.. forget this for now
maybe things will get better.. right?
since practically everyone hates me except angel and brittany and hannah.
its like everytime i msg someone, say hi to people in school, or just look at an old picture, i feel shitty
and i seem so just care about what everyone says now
everytime i talk to people, they make me feel like im not worthy for anything
most of them are older than me and are harboring old hatrid that has meant to be dropped
some of them are actually the best friends i ever had.
and some of them are the people that i care for the most, or at least thought i did
a few comments on my lj brought me all back to that, but im kind of happy for it
becuase i need a good reality slap
:( sigh
back to the same old shit again, i guess?
ill just try to like.. forget this for now
maybe things will get better.. right?