all night, always..
Today was upsetting, again. My mom and i fought in the car, like always. She told me i couldnt go out tonight, but i probably will end up going out anyways. all i practically have to do is clean the house and play flute for like 2 hours and cry on command. i do it every weekend anyways. i just dont see why she doesnt ask me to clean and play flute and i can go. sigh. whatever.
Anyone wanna lend me their skateboard? :) Dylan will hate me if i dont skateboard.. and the last time i tried in the summer, i kinda sucked. Oh well. I guess i wanna skateboard? new hobbie.. :-X yeah im rrealllll cool
Today i gave angel 2 notes, all talking about the same thing. How people piss me off.. Yes. I sit in bio, and listen to conversations that make me want to VOMIT. I just have to walk away in the end, and go talk to Hannah or Kali. It upsets me so much when i hear all these rude things said behind this persons back, but its really not my fault. The boyfriend goes around and tells all his little guy friends what happens between them, and she doesnt even notice. I would tell her, but she wouldnt even believe me anyways. What a friend. It makes me so mad looking on what we used to be. I never lied to her, fought with her, anything. And this is my payback? I know she talks about me. Everyone tells me. It hurts me so bad that she doesnt even know my name anymore, but i really could care less. On the outside, im sitting here saying "FUCK OFF YOU HOE AND DAMN YOU TO HELL!" but what i really feel is upset because i lost her as a friend. I guess things turned out good in the end, because i have a new best friend, who has always been my friend, but were closer than ever now. Shes the best thing that ever came into my life. Shes always there for me when im sad and upset, and she always talks when i need it. I couldnt ask for more and i love her.
I should get off my ass and go do laundry now and clean. i guess ill update later if anything happens.. k bye
Anyone wanna lend me their skateboard? :) Dylan will hate me if i dont skateboard.. and the last time i tried in the summer, i kinda sucked. Oh well. I guess i wanna skateboard? new hobbie.. :-X yeah im rrealllll cool
Today i gave angel 2 notes, all talking about the same thing. How people piss me off.. Yes. I sit in bio, and listen to conversations that make me want to VOMIT. I just have to walk away in the end, and go talk to Hannah or Kali. It upsets me so much when i hear all these rude things said behind this persons back, but its really not my fault. The boyfriend goes around and tells all his little guy friends what happens between them, and she doesnt even notice. I would tell her, but she wouldnt even believe me anyways. What a friend. It makes me so mad looking on what we used to be. I never lied to her, fought with her, anything. And this is my payback? I know she talks about me. Everyone tells me. It hurts me so bad that she doesnt even know my name anymore, but i really could care less. On the outside, im sitting here saying "FUCK OFF YOU HOE AND DAMN YOU TO HELL!" but what i really feel is upset because i lost her as a friend. I guess things turned out good in the end, because i have a new best friend, who has always been my friend, but were closer than ever now. Shes the best thing that ever came into my life. Shes always there for me when im sad and upset, and she always talks when i need it. I couldnt ask for more and i love her.
I should get off my ass and go do laundry now and clean. i guess ill update later if anything happens.. k bye