Apr 05, 2004 16:00
hey whats goin on?
well thought that i should write since it has been a while.
Friday night i went to the blacked eyed peas and NERD concert. which was the greatest. went with cheryl
chris. which i bought the ticket for chris since it was his lastnight before he went to alaska to be a
fisherman. I had soo much fun there. just the greatest.
well already as i always am chris has gottin on my nerves. well he is a great guy but i think that he just got to comfortable with me and i am honestly debatin if he is my boyfriend or not. i want to see other people. i feel bad that i don't feel the same with him anymore. i always knew that i would end up breakin his heart. but i don't think that its fare to either if us if i just keep actin like were together. i don'tknow what to do.. oh well he's gone to alaska for 2 months.. see and the thing when i took him to the airport i was just like BYE. not all sad that he was gonna be gone. sadly i didn't care. i mainly feltbad on his part that i feel that way. but what can i say thats just how i feel. he's already sayin that he loves me. and i don't love him like that at all.. i have never said that i love him back cuz thats i don't feel the same. oh well.
ooh i got my lip pierced.. i love it i think it looks sooo SWEAT!!!....:D didn't like it in the ring but i got the bar bell in it and it just it soo cool.. love it. well i am off i got to go to work.
Talk later.