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well today was another fucked up day.
spent all day at the hospital to see what i have to do for my up coming surgery.. got to sit at the office and i swear it sucked i think i got about 10 minutes of real talkin to the doc and about 5 hours of waiting. which sucked alot of ass there. and i wanted to go with my chris to lunch:( didn't get to make that.
what i found out about the surgery date is that i still have no idea when it is going to be. which was the whole point of me going there. but i made the waiting list for 2-4 months. i get to get a catscann though. which those are great.. (i hate those sooo bad) all that i do is sit there and not move or try not to move for a few hour and i swear it wears me out so maybe i can have a buddy go with my when i go.
than wonderful i get home and runnin totally late for work i get to bump into my father and he was bein a pure ass. i don't know bein in a rush and fuckin with me is not a good thing to do at all. he decided to throw my check that i get out in the wind and expect me to say sorry for my attitude.. yeah thats not gonna happen at all.. insead the neighbors got alittle bit of a show of me yellin at his ass.. said what i wanted to say. which i felt better about.. the thing was he's just mad that his percious daughter is out now he's suck with me and he's just disappointed. which is true.. well i think that right now he wants me out as usual with all the fights that we have. so i think that i will be with my chris tonight:) "at the holiday inn" :) than i have the father wedding so i get to go to that tomorrow i should show up in black and make a statement and than leave.. sounds good well i'm out talk later...:)
spent all day at the hospital to see what i have to do for my up coming surgery.. got to sit at the office and i swear it sucked i think i got about 10 minutes of real talkin to the doc and about 5 hours of waiting. which sucked alot of ass there. and i wanted to go with my chris to lunch:( didn't get to make that.
what i found out about the surgery date is that i still have no idea when it is going to be. which was the whole point of me going there. but i made the waiting list for 2-4 months. i get to get a catscann though. which those are great.. (i hate those sooo bad) all that i do is sit there and not move or try not to move for a few hour and i swear it wears me out so maybe i can have a buddy go with my when i go.
than wonderful i get home and runnin totally late for work i get to bump into my father and he was bein a pure ass. i don't know bein in a rush and fuckin with me is not a good thing to do at all. he decided to throw my check that i get out in the wind and expect me to say sorry for my attitude.. yeah thats not gonna happen at all.. insead the neighbors got alittle bit of a show of me yellin at his ass.. said what i wanted to say. which i felt better about.. the thing was he's just mad that his percious daughter is out now he's suck with me and he's just disappointed. which is true.. well i think that right now he wants me out as usual with all the fights that we have. so i think that i will be with my chris tonight:) "at the holiday inn" :) than i have the father wedding so i get to go to that tomorrow i should show up in black and make a statement and than leave.. sounds good well i'm out talk later...:)