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Aug 17, 2006 23:49

Chase just left my house.
I'm a wreck.
I love that kid more than anything.
Saying "see you later" to him was the hardest thing I've ever done. Honest.
We made a pact that we aren't going to be the kind of friends that say we'll be together forever and don't go through with it.
We will be friends forever.
We just hugged and i cried...pretty much for an hour.
I hate this.
I said "later" to Allie this morning at 4:30.
That was the other hard one.
We both cried so hard.
I want to take them with me.
I mean I'll be home in 2 weeks, but it's just so crazy.
For some reason, I didn't cry when I said bye to Lauren or Meg or Nicole.
I think it's because we've gone through periods of time where we don't see each other for a long time and we're still fine.
I don't know.
The thing is, I'm so excited to go to school, too.
It's just this whole week I've been an emotional rollercoaster.
I just want stability and I pray we all adjust quickly.
ASU...ready or not, here I come.

I love you guys...don't forget about me...
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