good things pop up when you don't expect it.
FOUND MY LONG LOST BOOTS FROM LAST YEAR (AND HAVE BEEN WEARING THEM EVER SINCE)
FOUND MY PRINTING SOFTWARE (SO I CAN SCAN AGAIN)
THE YASHICA ELECTRO 35 GSN IS COMING EITHER TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY
TODAY IS CASSIE'S BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY AND WE'RE GOING TO DINE WITH SUSHI (hollah!)
TOMORROW IS 'THANK GOD FOR THE BEATLES' DAY
IN SUMMARY:
Life is fantastic.
I really honestly believe now that Buddhism is slowly but surely changing my life. The less I try and control things and accept them for what they are and what they will be and that everything is going to change, the more good seems to happen. I'm fasting and I'm learning how to control my hunger. (I really want to go retreat somewhere for two weeks and go on a complete water fast and purify my body.) I'm meditating and I'm so much more calm and at ease.
Now more than ever I'm appricating life and actually living it instead of being angry or embarassed or scared or depressed. Colors seem to pop out everywhere. (there were these beautiful blue-violet storm clouds yesterday.) Little instances are more lovely and significant. I think it's all starting to come together. I think I finally get it. And that feeling is just...so peaceful and warm and understanding.
I'm not saying it's for everyone, but I'm saying it's opened my eyes. I might not be awake yet, but I'm peeking through the darkness.
Ya dig?
[hare krishna]
(p.s. - i'm convinced hugh jackman is always most badass when playing wolverine.)
FOUND MY PRINTING SOFTWARE (SO I CAN SCAN AGAIN)
THE YASHICA ELECTRO 35 GSN IS COMING EITHER TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY
TODAY IS CASSIE'S BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY AND WE'RE GOING TO DINE WITH SUSHI (hollah!)
TOMORROW IS 'THANK GOD FOR THE BEATLES' DAY
IN SUMMARY:
Life is fantastic.
I really honestly believe now that Buddhism is slowly but surely changing my life. The less I try and control things and accept them for what they are and what they will be and that everything is going to change, the more good seems to happen. I'm fasting and I'm learning how to control my hunger. (I really want to go retreat somewhere for two weeks and go on a complete water fast and purify my body.) I'm meditating and I'm so much more calm and at ease.
Now more than ever I'm appricating life and actually living it instead of being angry or embarassed or scared or depressed. Colors seem to pop out everywhere. (there were these beautiful blue-violet storm clouds yesterday.) Little instances are more lovely and significant. I think it's all starting to come together. I think I finally get it. And that feeling is just...so peaceful and warm and understanding.
I'm not saying it's for everyone, but I'm saying it's opened my eyes. I might not be awake yet, but I'm peeking through the darkness.
Ya dig?
[hare krishna]
(p.s. - i'm convinced hugh jackman is always most badass when playing wolverine.)